I wouldn't call it "crap". Sometimes, we all just need a learning experience. And believe me, I'd rather look at THIS than some of the actual garbage that gets posted on this site, for what that's worth. To your credit, you are far from the worst I've seen - on a daily basis.

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Thank you so much tho TwT

Don't mention it. What matters is not that it didn't turn out so well (which I'd argue it's not "bad", just unfinished), but that you were trying to be innovative, and trying new things. In the end, it's all just a learning experience, and next time you'll know what not to do, and perhaps have picked up a new skill from this to bring into what you do next. The basic elements aren't the problem; even the character in the tiki bar is honestly not that bad in themself (especially compared to the horror I've seen mentioned in the previous comment), though the execution overall is very indicative of trial and error, and there's nothing inherently wrong with that - that's entirely the point of experimentation. I say there's no shame in not blowing it out of the park, and what matters is that you tried, and that you tried new things. What really matters is not how this drawing turned out, but the lessons learned from it, good and bad. Definitely don't give up, and don't let it get you down.