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It will be my last month of living due to online bullying, Depression and and changes
The first person that Had been supporting me is klaora because he has been like very sweet and respectful of me holding myself accountable based on what I've done. what he says is like true because I do hold myself accountable no matter how bad the situation is
The 2nd person is venomsnowfloof. Venom is an honest person and very understandable when it comes to personal topics. like that one time when I was talking to her when I'm exposing my oldest brother who has been racist and now Homophobic, transphobic and biphobic and he wanted me to be transphobic to people for changing their sonas which I unfortunately pleased him and it hurt me and them at the same time and I held myself accountable for it
The last person that has been supporting me is iorekbyrnison. Don't get me wrong Iorek has been like a therapist and he is trying everything to prevent me from being suicidal because it will impact my family and me
Why I was acting as a manic for 3 years and why I want to end it all. In 2022 my family was moving to a new place where I had the perfect life: Touching grass, having perfect friends and having a perfect reputation being honest and accountable but because of my dad getting a new job, I had to move to a new place and now I'm just suffering and hurting people for 3 years and why I want to end it all for my own good and their own good. Don't blame me me for my own wrong doings, Blame my father for getting a new job in a new place and blame my oldest brother for being racist and homophobic and treating me like crap
Conclusion: I know I have autism, I know it doesn't excuse my behavior that I've done for 2 years now but the fact that people don't believe me based on my personal life is very hurtful.
So I apologize for being homophobic towards a criminal by saying a f slur and I apologize for being transphobic to people I know it doesn't excuse me being uncomfortable. I know I have metathesiophobia and I've had for 3 years but it didn't stop me from holding myself accountable so I apologize to everyone who've I've hurt for 2 years and I regret it
I apologize to AussieMousey (Cheddar), Reno Oppossum, StormiFolf, RaggTopp, Bleptarts, puppypoob (formerly wikiwollff), Nala_Elephant, stargazingshep, (Nemi) TrollArtistry and all of their friends who saw me acting like this
i hope some of you can understand what I've been going through and it hurts so bad
The first person that Had been supporting me is klaora because he has been like very sweet and respectful of me holding myself accountable based on what I've done. what he says is like true because I do hold myself accountable no matter how bad the situation is
The 2nd person is venomsnowfloof. Venom is an honest person and very understandable when it comes to personal topics. like that one time when I was talking to her when I'm exposing my oldest brother who has been racist and now Homophobic, transphobic and biphobic and he wanted me to be transphobic to people for changing their sonas which I unfortunately pleased him and it hurt me and them at the same time and I held myself accountable for it
The last person that has been supporting me is iorekbyrnison. Don't get me wrong Iorek has been like a therapist and he is trying everything to prevent me from being suicidal because it will impact my family and me
Why I was acting as a manic for 3 years and why I want to end it all. In 2022 my family was moving to a new place where I had the perfect life: Touching grass, having perfect friends and having a perfect reputation being honest and accountable but because of my dad getting a new job, I had to move to a new place and now I'm just suffering and hurting people for 3 years and why I want to end it all for my own good and their own good. Don't blame me me for my own wrong doings, Blame my father for getting a new job in a new place and blame my oldest brother for being racist and homophobic and treating me like crap
Conclusion: I know I have autism, I know it doesn't excuse my behavior that I've done for 2 years now but the fact that people don't believe me based on my personal life is very hurtful.
So I apologize for being homophobic towards a criminal by saying a f slur and I apologize for being transphobic to people I know it doesn't excuse me being uncomfortable. I know I have metathesiophobia and I've had for 3 years but it didn't stop me from holding myself accountable so I apologize to everyone who've I've hurt for 2 years and I regret it
I apologize to AussieMousey (Cheddar), Reno Oppossum, StormiFolf, RaggTopp, Bleptarts, puppypoob (formerly wikiwollff), Nala_Elephant, stargazingshep, (Nemi) TrollArtistry and all of their friends who saw me acting like this
i hope some of you can understand what I've been going through and it hurts so bad
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Doodle
Species Elephant
Size 1920 x 1080px
File Size 161.8 kB
Moving to a new place is hard at any time, but especially so when you don't have any choice in the matter. Change is difficult for anyone, doubly so for those of us on the spectrum or struggling with mental health.
It's okay to make mistakes and have regrets. It's okay to feel sad, hurt, and betrayed.
Remember to give yourself grace. You don't have to keep raking yourself over the coals and reliving every past mis-step. If your brain keeps forcing the issues on you, tell it to stop and try doing something else. It takes practice, but I know you can do it!
Even if I'm not around or responding to you regularly, I'm always rooting for you. Take care of yourself, stay hydrated, and commit the number 988 to memory. Please reach out to text, call, or chat if you can't get in touch with anyone else in a moment of crisis. Stay safe out there.
It's okay to make mistakes and have regrets. It's okay to feel sad, hurt, and betrayed.
Remember to give yourself grace. You don't have to keep raking yourself over the coals and reliving every past mis-step. If your brain keeps forcing the issues on you, tell it to stop and try doing something else. It takes practice, but I know you can do it!
Even if I'm not around or responding to you regularly, I'm always rooting for you. Take care of yourself, stay hydrated, and commit the number 988 to memory. Please reach out to text, call, or chat if you can't get in touch with anyone else in a moment of crisis. Stay safe out there.
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