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It isn't a disfigurement, but a mark of pride. Even if they find out it was his scent that triggered this, the town is full of his people. Better here in the tower than out in the street. Plus, if it happened when he wasn't there, one or all of them might have ended up dead.
He stood as a shield between them and tragedy. Even if it takes years for the wound to no longer be visible, they will remember what it means for the rest of their lives.
I'd go on that a false horn or some kind of cosmetic or prosthetic could be given as something symbolic and bittersweet to comfort them. "Hey, I know it's not the same as the other one, and I'm not familiar with Baxxid customs and culture, but you said that your horns are carefully cultivated as a part of your identity. Well... honestly I don't know you all that well, but I learned this from your actions: you're a noble, heroic, and selfless sort of person to risk all that by holding back for people you don't even really know yet. So, hopefully this doesn't sound cheesey or trite, but every time you try something new, it changes you in a way. Sometimes a little, sometimes... a lot more than we plan, and I asked around to get this made for you. Hopefully it makes you feel more... well like you haven't lost your identity, because I know when everyone else sees that, we're going to see exactly the same brave person we saw earlier today."
and maybe you get a "Hhhhhhthis is a flattering gesssssturehhhHHhhh" kind of response that leads to them getting closer to everybody through their trial by fire, and opens up the door for conversations later, and then some bonding with Kass of her situation down the line, because honestly I doubt you're going to overcome a whole culture about self image and individuality and how they perceive it in one conversation, effectively telling them that they're wrong. Those kinds of things are usually pretty ingrained in a culture and take time to challenge.
The way I see it, Kalgkur needs to understand that his community' fears led them to shun and compartmentalize him away as a soldier. The real loss of identity isn't from his fin, it's what he's been going through over the entire story arc of him being made into a soldier, and the fin just makes that loss so tangible that he won't be able to ignore it anymore.
He needs to learn to face the changes that have happened in how he and his community relate with each other, accept that he's suffered very real losses and he deserves to be able to mourn them, recognize the external causes that have made this happen to him, -separate- them from his sense of self-worth, and then move forward rebuilding it by making decisions for himself again. Unfortunately these are all steps that House Ivenmoth has been systematically preventing anyone on the team from taking, Kass most of all.
That said, one of the first steps in a proper course of treatment would also be a prosthetic. The patient can choose whether or not to use it, and a lot of people use it less and less over time, but if the community (or a new community, even a new group of friends) doesn't make the effort to give back as much as possible of what was taken, a re-empowered way of relating to it can get pretty grim. I'd say Jyoo is spot on for how to present that in an emotionally rehabilitative way.
collect the pieces, and mend them back with golden lacquer.
Imagine if the leader Baxxid had paid a visit again only to get a face full of terrified insect.
And now I'm picturing a Yinglet with a rock tied to their head with string to try and impress a Baxxid. *facepalms*
I do hope our bestest boy here recovers in time.
If one race sends a diplomat/rep in to the Baxxid tunnels, they're not going to be recognized or easily communicated with right away. And most forms of biped jewelry will have little meaning to them.
But head crests?
That'd be culturally relevant, and show the representative is genuinely reaching out.
*Accidentally bumps and arm against the hot end*
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And still put his hand on it.
Happened to me a few times...
*Pulls out what would've been a Once In a Lifetime guitar solo*
It's gonna be okay, big guy, you're still you! And you are awesome!
I... we... all need more lore regarding the Baxxid! I feel like Kass at the moment... I'm relieved that Kal is not terribly hurt physically but, psychologically... that HURTS as much, of not WORSE than physical injuries. PTSD is a bitch....
Your life has changed immensely in the last few days, in so many ways. Losing a piece of self-expression is painful, but maybe, given all that's happened, and in time, this could be a reason to change that self-expression to match a new self-conception?
Kass doesn't know all of what's happened with Kalghur, but... I think accepting that this is painful, but giving a new angle to it that looks towards the future and acknowledges the changes already made could be stabilizing in an uncertain present?
Losing a chunk of your cultivated identity is better than losing an entire limb, an eye, or allowing someone else to outright die.
You did good Kal. You did as good as you could in a fast and dangerous situation. Mad props to ya.
And I'm sure your market friend can chisel in a nice new shape for the regrowth to start from. Likely without a penis as part of it.
Alternatively he starts getting notches or insignia carved in for each of his kills.
I'm still worrying about Yannit. She is an endearing character in her own right. What a horrible pair to come to blows, they are similar in many ways.
Surely the baxxid have experienced something like this before and have SOME way to deal with such a thing, though.
Despite feeling awkward yourself the guesture can mean the world for someone else. <3
Also, I suspect she'll get involved in a fix for this.
I know right... They are always so stone faced...
Thanks for pointing that out /sincere >,.< I cried a little, I'm gonna have a shiny new topic for my next therapist session.
Minister: "Officer Kass! I have good news! You group has been assigned to help organize a multi region Bloodsport tournament!"
Kal: O.O!
Kass: Fek!
Maybe thats inaccurate but thats my head canon
Now I'm not trying to diminish Kal's trauma, just making an educated guess based and his pattern of behavior.
d-dang...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QedPi8sPam4&list=PLdpHjWO7xXjZxtW-mST3i7WXY9LWgp5iQ&index=8
can i say thanks? its quite a sight ywy!