I basically gave the artist a couple references and told her to surprise me. Surprise me she did. I am not entirely sure how to feel about this. I understand how she arrived at the Native American aesthetic; furry symbolism often has species as race, with each race corresponding to a species native to their ostensible continent of origin. American Pika just sort of reads as Native American, in that context, so this outcome is possibly a result of my own laziness. I am somewhere between 1/8th and 1/4th native by blood, but not by culture, so this doesn't really fit. I suppose it could fit in the manner of a general aesthetic, but I am not sure what to think about races and cultural gestalts being used as aesthetics. I don't look visibly female, and I am putting on a mask; a bright pink mask. I could go either way on whether or not this is insulting. In general I tend to think masks represent our real selves more than anything else, so I'm leaning towards no. Possible reference to berdache, but even if they wore masks as part of their identity they wouldn't be pink; the association of pink with femininity is both western and recent. It is just odd. I expected a more toonish aesthetic, this looks like an illustration from a redwall book. I also expected it to be a convenient shorthand reference to me (In the manner of "otter raver", "mouse in trenchcoat", "gay fox"), but it ended up being marginally complex, and in a sense a rather sick metajoke. A normal badge is a sort of mask one dons. I would wonder whether my fursona, as depicted here, would have her own fursona. It is interesting, and worth the money. It would have been better as a more developed piece of art. It doesn't really work as a badge, or at least isn't what I wanted.
Category Icons / Abstract
Species Mammal (Other)
Size 800 x 600px
File Size 99.4 kB
Oh geeze ;_; Sorry if I came across as unappreciative. The badge definitely works on a certain level, and anything which can make me think is appreciated. I actually feel a little bit guilty now. You drew me something unique and complex and my complaint is essentially that these attributes prevent it from being understood at a glance by other people, and that the complexities incite uncomfortable thoughts. I'm sorry for jumping to conclusions about your intentions, it was unfair and perhaps discriminatory of me. This is essentially my fault anyways for giving you almost no information to work with and no indication of my preferences. If you're still willing to draw a new badge then I will note you when I have a specific concept in mind, just know that I don't hold you at fault for this, nor do I think the badge is bad as a work of art. I just don't think it works as a badge.
<3 <3 Not a problem, and I will draw you a new badge. =) I do not want you to be made to feel uncomfortable because of a piece of art, and can understand what a fine line that can be some days. I had a couple pieces with me that I decided not to display in my military portfolio because of that reason.
I look forward to the description. I really like your fursona and the challenge it poses. It was very nice to meet you at the con =) Hopefully I'll catch you at another one.
I look forward to the description. I really like your fursona and the challenge it poses. It was very nice to meet you at the con =) Hopefully I'll catch you at another one.
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