My lovely selections of some of my favorite pieces done for 2025! Many of these were very tough to pick and a number of pictures I was super attached too couldn’t quite make it to this summary!

Many of these are only up on Patreon right but should be going public throughout 2026. It usually takes over a year after the original post to go public. But even then, their exclusive alts will remain only on Patreon.

It amuses me how much this summary shows my love of hyper chests these days. I love indulging in that extra excess of lady proportions. =w=

Turning Point in My Life

Unfortunately, 2025 is marking a turning point in my life which goes to show my age of 38 years old. The first 6 months were the absolute peak performance I have ever done as a human being. I completely shut myself off from video game play and focused on making art and working my jobs.

Then came Summer where it all collapsed around me. I developed heart problems and I learned I finally hit my absolute limit and had to back off on it.

Making this summary it was very obvious. The first 6 months where was there were more entries than I could count to the second half where the number to pick from was roughly cut in half.

In the first half I completed the Yvonnita 3D model and had started Thoryza, but in the 2nd half, completely stopped modeling at all.

Even today, despite the reduced work load and commitments, my heart still literally hurts, which goes to show I may have done some lasting damage on my body.

All this tells me, I have to learn how to do things differently if I still want to do what I want to accomplish in life. In these later months of the year, its torn me up pretty bad.

Most of the general public reading this probably don’t know, but I have severe anger problems at times; easily agitated and easily triggered. It’s who I am. My Bipolar plays a part of it, but its not entirely to blame. In these later months of feeling like I can’t get done what I used to mades it even worse.

But, I think I have hope for a way around this in the coming years.

The One Key Motivational Speaker

I like listening to business and motivational speakers and over the years I’ve migrated around to various people. These days, its most condensed down to one guy now.

I came across this guy in 2024 or so, he talked about all sorts of high performance productivity tricks that was backed by neuroscience. I made good use of them for my extreme levels of productivity in the first half of 2025. The thing is, I wasn’t following everything the guy said, and that played a part to my catastrophic burnout in the summer.

Today I’m making better use of looking over everything he says and not pushing aside stuff that felt unnecessary for my situation; trying to take it all in and do it all.

As I sit here today writing this, particularly the previous section, I’m reminded of one particular video he made of a friend of his, who was very much living the life I was in the first half of 2025 but was suddenly inflicted with a disease that left him unable to work more than 3 hours per day. That video talks about what his friend did to get around that and how he was able to continue being a major success in life.

I realize now I’ve reached that point and I need to give that video a more serious look now.

Besides that, the key thing this guy teaches overall in everything he does is the utilization of “Flow State”, which is an elite performance mental capacity. This is a state where the mind changes its performance where in a crude description, you spend something like 3-4 hours of something, and it only feels like you’ve been doing it for 20 minutes. Not only do you lose track of time, but the work you ARE doing is of exceptional quality.

Most people only achieve this by accident, or by doing unimportant tasks like playing video games or browsing the internet. But that just goes to show most anyone can do it. He even has a video or two specifically targeting people who claim to have ADHD and how they can do it too.

The guy teaches all sorts of science backed tips and tricks to trigger a Flow State at will. Just the day before writing this, I sat down, really applied myself to these tricks and did it at least three times through the day: rough sketching new pictures, doing my office administrative work for my freelance art, and at least once for Hellday, my hated newspaper job. All of those I consider tough or tasks that tend to have me drag.

I was hitting these Flow States throughout much of the first half of 2025 and what helped me get so much done, but I didn’t really honor what I now realize is essential to doing this. After you wind down from Flow State through natural exhaustion of the mind and body, you are supposed to do what is called “Active Recovery”.

This isn’t just resting or relaxing like sitting around watching TV or playing a video game. There are certainly activities you need to do following Flow State to restore the neurochemistry in brain to do Flow State without chronic damage to the body.

These days I do several of the recommendations and going into 2026 I want to try doing more of them, I just haven’t yet because they cost money.

The ones I do right now are heat therapy, exercising and respecting sleep.

When I feel more comfortable with my life situation, I’d like try out what the guy calls “One Month Days”. The name and concept where you supposedly do one month of work in one day, is a little misleading especially in the context of someone like me, but the idea is for periodic, high intensity productivity days to really push through projects with elite performance.

I would love to try doing something like this to bring 3D modeling back into my life, because the nature of that work is exactly the sort of thing to benefit from the nature of Flow State.

So those are my thoughts on my personal development goals for 2026!

I’m hoping once I get these methods and science down myself, I can use myself to share with you all how to do it and apply it to yourself. I’m sure someone like me who draws furry girls with giants boobs and platforms of unreasonable height and who are taller than buildings succeeding with it would be a lot more believable to you all than someone using billionaires and owners to scummy corporate businesses as examples.

Looking to Hire

Another big thing I am looking to consider in 2026 is hiring someone to assist in my freelance work. I want to see about finding someone to do part of my work in the picture making process via contractor arrangements.

If it all plays out with how I want to accomplish with this, you all should see a fairly minimal change to the end product. For the most part the work will still look like my stuff with maybe some slight differences.

I’ll share more about this in the future if I make progress towards this goal.

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I wish you all a happy new year and best wishes from me!

And remember, regardless of what 2026 has to give to each and every one of us or society as a whole, -we- as individuals can make it –better-. YOU can make it better than it would be otherwise.

May Size Be With You, Always~

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