- Yellow flower, For the joy and friendship, despite my life were all suffering, I forget about that and felt joy when he's next to me, he was more than a father, a friend, a brother, when I need him, he's always there welcoming me with wide arms.
-Black flower, resembles courage and hope, the ability to face the challenges and changes in life to overcome hardships eventually, to be strong as he is.
- Red flower, for the warm love he gave and taught us, despite the world cruelness, having someone you love by your side, eases everything.
- White flower, for the pure and the innocence seeds he planted in our hearts, that still grows and blooms even after his departure.
- Blue flower, for not giving up, for trying to reach the unreachable and always looking forward, no matter how far it is, how impossible, we keep moving to reach our dreams.
- Peach orange flower, desire, enthusiasm, appreciation and gratitude, for every little things, to be thankful and modest, whatever life throw in the way, he always smile at the end of the day.
- Magenta flower, for ever lasting love, each year I feel more detached from this life, the only thing I yearn for, is him, I miss every moment we had together, the sour and the sweet. I'll always love you dad.

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I feel really nostalgic passing to places where we had been, the local small indian restaurant, the barn where we had fun with the animals there, or just driving around with him telling me funny stories of his past, or things he wants do, he had so much ambitions and dreams, I feel so bad... I miss his presence in my life.