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My my, It's been literally forever since the last time I posted vent art on here.
Idk what to say about this, I feel like it's pretty self explanatory. I'm tired
Like I'm so tired that I almost don't feel like typing (but I'll try)
I don't feel like being social at all. Not with my friends, not even with my boyfriend.
I'm just, depressed. Exhausted. When they ask "what's wrong?", I... don't know what to answer them.
Like, I don't know. I don't know why I feel like this lately. My mind feels empty, but at the same time like a hurricane.
My happy days are shrinking massively, and I keep having crash outs every other day.
I am resting. I've been resting for months, physically that is. But I think it's the emotional part of me that I can't seem to rest.
I can physically feel that my nervous system has been on high alert all these years of existing, but my body and brain is growing so tired
Idk what to do at this point tbh
I'm lost, I nap a lot, watch the days go by, I get older, worse
But never less tired.
I check up on my physical health, I deal with a lot of sudden high pulse (around 175bpm randomly), I feel my heart 'thumping' at times,
I think there's something wrong with my health, I check it up, doctors find nothing
I'm scared to do things alone, I'm scared of fainting, I have health anxiety (through the roof)
When can I get better?
This hurts my ability to love what I create. I did promise opening for comms for valentines day back in february, nothing happened.
I put it on the back burner, I can't even open for commissions anymore.
I don't like what I draw, I don't like posting, I just want to sleep
Usually this will pass, as my previous dark periods; it's just difficult when you're in the middle of it
I have hopes that I will feel better with the spring here, as I normally do, as spring gives me life, a hope of the future.
we will see
Thanks for reading if you made it to the end, you honestly didn't have to; I used this description as journaling apparently, but either way, thank you for caring
ilu <3
Idk what to say about this, I feel like it's pretty self explanatory. I'm tired
Like I'm so tired that I almost don't feel like typing (but I'll try)
I don't feel like being social at all. Not with my friends, not even with my boyfriend.
I'm just, depressed. Exhausted. When they ask "what's wrong?", I... don't know what to answer them.
Like, I don't know. I don't know why I feel like this lately. My mind feels empty, but at the same time like a hurricane.
My happy days are shrinking massively, and I keep having crash outs every other day.
I am resting. I've been resting for months, physically that is. But I think it's the emotional part of me that I can't seem to rest.
I can physically feel that my nervous system has been on high alert all these years of existing, but my body and brain is growing so tired
Idk what to do at this point tbh
I'm lost, I nap a lot, watch the days go by, I get older, worse
But never less tired.
I check up on my physical health, I deal with a lot of sudden high pulse (around 175bpm randomly), I feel my heart 'thumping' at times,
I think there's something wrong with my health, I check it up, doctors find nothing
I'm scared to do things alone, I'm scared of fainting, I have health anxiety (through the roof)
When can I get better?
This hurts my ability to love what I create. I did promise opening for comms for valentines day back in february, nothing happened.
I put it on the back burner, I can't even open for commissions anymore.
I don't like what I draw, I don't like posting, I just want to sleep
Usually this will pass, as my previous dark periods; it's just difficult when you're in the middle of it
I have hopes that I will feel better with the spring here, as I normally do, as spring gives me life, a hope of the future.
we will see
Thanks for reading if you made it to the end, you honestly didn't have to; I used this description as journaling apparently, but either way, thank you for caring
ilu <3
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I understand this so very well. I’m having the same problem for past few days and I can’t explain it. Just feels like every thing is irritating me in one form or another. I’m trying not to be so stressed but can’t due to everything falling apart.
So yea, I feel hun..wished I had answers to help..
*hugs*
So yea, I feel hun..wished I had answers to help..
*hugs*
You are a wonderful artist . You may not be happy with the results but its wonderful.. I hope the burnout doesn't haunt you for long and you can find an escape to get your inspiration and art motivation again sometime soon. *big floofy hugs* take care of yourself first and foremost may this mental storm pass by and leave you in comfortable times after
I've not experienced this creatively, but in work. I have hit that wall recently and am now on the recovery path. When I opened up about it, work helped out with assigning therapist and took action in my tasks.
Everyones situation is different, but this is not physical, it's something to talk about. I don't know what options there is in your life but seeking that help is my advice. There's no shame in hitting a wall and talk about it, that is mending. So thanks for sharing, it's a busy world for us all and that can help for many.
Still look forward to more of your works! Spring is soon here.
Everyones situation is different, but this is not physical, it's something to talk about. I don't know what options there is in your life but seeking that help is my advice. There's no shame in hitting a wall and talk about it, that is mending. So thanks for sharing, it's a busy world for us all and that can help for many.
Still look forward to more of your works! Spring is soon here.
I know the feeling.
Having masking my autism since I was 8, burnout feels just like that. No longer social, no longer talkative. Just alone. I developed anxiety due to these moments. Friends don't understand but still caring, my own mother told me I was being too sensitive and just "grow up". It didn't help.
My best suggestion is to take time away from media and just give yourself relaxing days. "Unmask" that adult and just be yourself, if that's possible for you. I know you can do it hun. You always have our support <3
Having masking my autism since I was 8, burnout feels just like that. No longer social, no longer talkative. Just alone. I developed anxiety due to these moments. Friends don't understand but still caring, my own mother told me I was being too sensitive and just "grow up". It didn't help.
My best suggestion is to take time away from media and just give yourself relaxing days. "Unmask" that adult and just be yourself, if that's possible for you. I know you can do it hun. You always have our support <3
anhedonia, I have it too
Between the state of the US where I live,
and a chronic illness that's taken everything from me in the last 7 years,
nothing brings me joy anymore.
And no amount of sleep/physical rest will help.
One day at a time. Ive found telling myself "tomorrow is a new day",
rather than "tomorrow will be better", helps me look forward to the next day,
without putting too much expectations on myself or others.
Always here if you wanna vent!
Between the state of the US where I live,
and a chronic illness that's taken everything from me in the last 7 years,
nothing brings me joy anymore.
And no amount of sleep/physical rest will help.
One day at a time. Ive found telling myself "tomorrow is a new day",
rather than "tomorrow will be better", helps me look forward to the next day,
without putting too much expectations on myself or others.
Always here if you wanna vent!
Wish to get well, sometimes doctors can't find things, especially when they're looking in a wrong place.
If it's not vitamin defficiency issue, then it might be some other thing, keep checking through other doctors from other fields, untill they find something that works.
Maybe it's a psycological burn out.
My brother had issue inside a bone of his leg giving him lain signals, he found help only when phisiatrist and neurologist worked together, figuring out that his pain signal inside leg got looped in his brain, non-stop.
Sadly medicine is not advanced enough to stop the pain, but they found a way to manage it.
If it's not vitamin defficiency issue, then it might be some other thing, keep checking through other doctors from other fields, untill they find something that works.
Maybe it's a psycological burn out.
My brother had issue inside a bone of his leg giving him lain signals, he found help only when phisiatrist and neurologist worked together, figuring out that his pain signal inside leg got looped in his brain, non-stop.
Sadly medicine is not advanced enough to stop the pain, but they found a way to manage it.
Hey, hope you're gonna be allright soon, I don't know what could help, but I know way to well the feeling of not enjoying what you draw, and the best help for me was to just.. not draw sometimes, or don't push when my brain or hand says no
Hope that help, if not then it's okay, take a rest
Hope that help, if not then it's okay, take a rest
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