
Well. I think I need a new avatar now.
(for these who don't reading journals:
fleki and I are no longer together)
p.s. I'm deeply sorry about my september's contest and new commission queue, but I need some time to be alone now. But it does not mean I cancelled my queue!
(for these who don't reading journals:

p.s. I'm deeply sorry about my september's contest and new commission queue, but I need some time to be alone now. But it does not mean I cancelled my queue!
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Its hard specially if it was a long term one. Just keep positive and remember that life is always full of surprises and they always give you great opportunities to meet new people...at least that's what was told after a 6 year relationship was ended one sided... :p
Even thou I doubt you'd take me up on it but I can lend an ear should you need a third party to complain to :p
Even thou I doubt you'd take me up on it but I can lend an ear should you need a third party to complain to :p
Six figures. $100,000+ annually, depending on my performance and other factors including fuel bonuses and such. Currently, I pull in around $1,000 weekly on average, and that's money in my pocket. My old co-driver makes $3,000 weekly.
And where exactly do you teach this "English Composition?"
And where exactly do you teach this "English Composition?"
Probably because you're looking at the wrong numbers. Think LEASE driver, not company driver. But, of course, you wouldn't know such a thing, would you? Hell, you probably work only 4-5 days a week. Shit, I put in 7-8 each week. Have been since May almost.
Would State College of Florida be correct?
Would State College of Florida be correct?
You put in Eight days a week? If that's a pun (and I hope to God it is) it's a poor and tired one--And what would you know of the life of a teacher? You don't have to interact with hundreds of people a day nor need you grade paper after paper and administer lecture after lecture after lecture. People depend on me that they may have brighter futures--greater possibilities; tremendous conglomerates depend on you that they may make another buck.
Then I guess we know little of each others duties. I make sure that stores such as Walmart have meat and produce to put on their shelves so people can eat. I deliver hard wood flooring tiles so people may decorate their dream homes. Other drivers in my company deliver things such as orange juice and milk, refrigeration units, building supplies, and even MEDICINE to centers that distribute things like cancer meds to the hospitals.
Oh, and the eight days a week thing? Look up "Hours of Service" then do some math with how many hours there are in a week. You should be able to figure it out.
Oh, and the eight days a week thing? Look up "Hours of Service" then do some math with how many hours there are in a week. You should be able to figure it out.
I might add that, for you, you can kinda choose if you want to go to work in the rain or snow. Me? I really don't have a choice. I may have to push through snow covered highways because it could be the only way to my destination. You drive a car that weighs, what, 4,500 pounds more or less? I drive upwards of 80,000, and that's until regulations change and my 53' trailer becomes a 60 footer AND the gross weight rule increases to 90,000 pounds. Your vehicle can go almost anywhere. I can be sent to similar places and HAVE to drive down similar streets, missing poles, fences, cars, houses, and people just trying to get to the receiver. You and I both have gone nights with little sleep, but you show up to work and teach some. Me? I may have to drive my full 11 hours on maybe 2 hours of sleep through the mountains and rain (or snow), and let me tell you, it ain't easy. Especially at night. I think the little "debate of who gets most asspats" would be won by a truck driver, thank you very much.
I'm not going to argue the labors I've undergone, day by day, and the torments I've endured under a state I was once proud to call my own; I'm not going to argue my right to a little respect for all that I've done for this ingrate of a nation, these shit-bag children nor those like yourself that would undermine the SLEEPLESS NIGHTS I've spent bettering the future of this earth. Google "Teachers and Florida" and see what hell I've endured! YOU SIT ON YOUR ASS ALL DAY PROPAGATING BIG BUSINESS AND UNDERMINING LOCAL "Ma 'n' Pa" SHOPS! I MAKE A FUCKING DIFFERENCE!
Of all the comments this one frustrated me off the most. Flapping your e-dick around about your pay packet. You cannot say you live a more fulfilling or sucessful life because you earn more. Humans search for happiness, not for money. I could rant on about that but I need to refrain from crippling my hand here.
All I can say to both of you is that you should know better. What was one quirky silly reply lead into this dumb clusterfuck.
Furries, you disappoint :C
All I can say to both of you is that you should know better. What was one quirky silly reply lead into this dumb clusterfuck.
Furries, you disappoint :C
Money doesn't make anyone happy. If for some -very- strange reason it did? You would probably have mental issues. You love what you do. Not the pay you get.
Satisfaction comes from mastery, respect, accomplishment and not from token currency. However do not feel I am having a dig at just you about this. Many people mistake money as that 'thing' they need to be happy.
Satisfaction comes from mastery, respect, accomplishment and not from token currency. However do not feel I am having a dig at just you about this. Many people mistake money as that 'thing' they need to be happy.
Then you have much to learn. However that is by no means an insult. Hopefully in time you will wake from your illusion. Most people do. Actually... I've never met someone who has never come to realize in time that its not really what we want.
The sad thing is that I feel my words are lost on you... Or perhaps its a topic that would take more than the odd comment sent back and forth here...
For now I'm happy for you. Far too many people in this world live with regret and fear. Regardless of pay its good you do something you love :)
The sad thing is that I feel my words are lost on you... Or perhaps its a topic that would take more than the odd comment sent back and forth here...
For now I'm happy for you. Far too many people in this world live with regret and fear. Regardless of pay its good you do something you love :)
As I've explained to several prior: It was a joke; in fact, the pun was making light of his obstinacy towards Homosexuality.
You statement begs the question: Did you genuinely believe that I was being ingenuous?
Also, permit I define "Obnoxious": "Annoying or objectionable due to being ostentatious or attracting undue attention to oneself." I can assure you that I (by any means) was not intent upon drawing attention to myself; no have I any desire to do so. If I annoyed you--however--I apologize.
You statement begs the question: Did you genuinely believe that I was being ingenuous?
Also, permit I define "Obnoxious": "Annoying or objectionable due to being ostentatious or attracting undue attention to oneself." I can assure you that I (by any means) was not intent upon drawing attention to myself; no have I any desire to do so. If I annoyed you--however--I apologize.
--And for someone who would like to believe all people are different, you certainly aren't accepting of the fact that my sense of humor and your own are DIFFERENT; it was highly likely some wouldn't find it humorous!
Also: How cruel can YOU be? You laugh as you ruthlessly and inequitably antagonize and brutalize me for something I thought humorous; could you not have let me be and carry on or do you do this often?
Also: How cruel can YOU be? You laugh as you ruthlessly and inequitably antagonize and brutalize me for something I thought humorous; could you not have let me be and carry on or do you do this often?
Just drop it bro. The fact of the matter is it shouldnt have gotten this far. There is a place and time for everything and your joke no matter the intetions was just bad timing. With that being said the proper post to said joke should have just been thats not cool and left it at that.
Sorry man, keep strong. These things are hard but things happen for a reason for new parts of life to be open to you. Just keep happy, draw your emotions into art, talk to to your friends about it and move on to better things.
And on the art part of my comment, this looks badass. :)
And on the art part of my comment, this looks badass. :)
I am not sure if that means your canceling your commision que or not. however if you are I totally don't blame you. Take however much time you need!
FA will be here when you come back. Will loving and waiting for you <3 RL comes first and for most, your health, your sanity. Want you back strong and ready to go again.
FA will be here when you come back. Will loving and waiting for you <3 RL comes first and for most, your health, your sanity. Want you back strong and ready to go again.
I'm very sorry for the mess you just went through... But being single isn't all that bad. I'm picky, so naturally I've been single for the past few years, and I gotta say... It was bad at first, especially with my friends all having significant others they introduced me to, but after getting used to it, I sort of liked it. :3 Not saying one ideal is better than the other, but sending well wishes nonetheless.
Here's to good inside healing. :cakethatshouldbeanemote:
Here's to good inside healing. :cakethatshouldbeanemote:
Good luck to you man. Just remember, whenever one door closes, another one always opens. All good things must come to an end, some much sooner than we would like, but life goes on, and new things come our way. That's all the more reason to cherish what you have, remember what you've lost, and always keep moving forward.
Don't have a clue as to what happened, but I wish the best for ya, Lad.
You'll keep on truckin. You'll keep on movin through life. Smile at the little things, and you'll cheer up in no time.
Just do what you do, and you'll be fine.
Good luck to you on this new chapter of yours.
We're all watching (not in a creepy way) and are all ears if you ever need em.
You'll keep on truckin. You'll keep on movin through life. Smile at the little things, and you'll cheer up in no time.
Just do what you do, and you'll be fine.
Good luck to you on this new chapter of yours.
We're all watching (not in a creepy way) and are all ears if you ever need em.
I am Sorry to hear about you and fleki. All i can Hope for you is that you both left things on a good note and can continue to be friends in the future. You stay Strong Wolfy there are Allot of fans that love you and Hope for the best.If you ever need someone to talk to. feel free to note me and ill give you my msn. even though you don't know me haha i luv yew!
It hurts to see you two split :(. You two have always been a role model for me in my own relationship because I always thought you were a great couple. Yet, sometimes things happen and I'd be a fool to say that what seems like perfect usually isn't perfect at all. I assure you this is not the end and you will see a light in someone, some day, when you least expect it. I wish you both the very best and I will continue to watch and support you both no matter where life takes you. Hang in there
The time of breaking up with someone you've been with for so long is definitely tough, but that's life for you, always throwing obstacles in your way. Might as well keep your chin up and go for the brighter future
This is your life and your time to go. A new beginning doesn't always have to be hard. Live it how you want it. Carpe Diem.
This is your life and your time to go. A new beginning doesn't always have to be hard. Live it how you want it. Carpe Diem.
I know it must be hard. Chris (RedWolf) and I were together and lived together for 10 years, Pam and I were a couple for 2 and Brook and I had 3 years together, heck I even tried to immigrate to Australia for Brook and I to be together. I would drop everything here and go down there for 6 months each year. We were going to merry so that I could stay, but then he changed his mind. Heh, I must have been too much work or maybe I was just a “Fun” rebound guy.
In the end though I ended up in my little apartment here in Montreal (Canada) by myself. I needed to get far away from everyone I knew, the fandom, friends; lovers….I just needed them all to go away for awhile so I could get my head together. Which is why I’m still sitting in Montreal in a one bedroom apartment.
Break ups are hard especially when we get older. When we are young it's easy to make out who the villains are and that kind of stuff but when we are older it's just a blurry mess. I have been in both Gay relationships and straight relationships, almost made it to the alter in both types many times but they didn't work out “yet” ( I say Yet because I am still hopeful, never lose hope). The important thing is to hang in there. I tell myself every day that there has got to be somebody for me some where.
Since your probably back in the dating scene now I want to throw a little advice your way. I found that the name “Husker Fox” was attracting allot of people to me. I got fame for my artwork or sexual exploits or for convention appearances, and not to be gross or rude but honestly the size of my penis tended to draw attention on the gay side. It’s my fault for posing nude and doing a little porn ( Not allot but enough)on the net when I was younger, but when your in your 20’s you don’t realize that it can come back to you even in your 30’s. Now I’m not complaining because that got me first in line for allot of fun but unfortunately Some people have wanted to be with me just for that reason alone, and as much as we all like to pretend you can, you really can’t build a relationship on sex alone. As much as I appreciate the attention it sort of hinders my ability to find a new mate since I never know what my partner really wants….Does he or she want me or are they after an artist, the character I portray or perhaps because in some circles I’m well known or just for the thing hanging between my legs. This presents another problem. Don’t get me wrong, the fandom is great and there are allot of great people but I have to make sure the reason someone is with me because they want me and not just because they like the spot light that’s on me. I understand you have a spotlight on yourself so I thought I’d just pass on some of my story and advice hoping it will be helpful.
At cons or furry gatherings I will tend to go by other names to get to know people. Sometimes (If I like someone) I’ll use one of my real names.
Anyways, this is all advice you probably already know but incase you can learn anything from me I felt like spilling. It’s a real shame about you and her, you two made a cute couple.
If you feel like chatting with me you can send me a privet message through my FA account and I would be more then glad to share my online ID’S with you for chatting. I’ll leave you my email here but the FA account is probably the best way in the fandom to reach me. I have a few different accounts here on FA, I’ll leave you with the Heckles account. I tend to use that for communication between furs.
Oh, I also enjoy your art very much and I wish you all the best in your future projects and endeavors.
Email: huskerfox[at]hotmail.com
Furaffin: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/heckles/
Husker Fox
In the end though I ended up in my little apartment here in Montreal (Canada) by myself. I needed to get far away from everyone I knew, the fandom, friends; lovers….I just needed them all to go away for awhile so I could get my head together. Which is why I’m still sitting in Montreal in a one bedroom apartment.
Break ups are hard especially when we get older. When we are young it's easy to make out who the villains are and that kind of stuff but when we are older it's just a blurry mess. I have been in both Gay relationships and straight relationships, almost made it to the alter in both types many times but they didn't work out “yet” ( I say Yet because I am still hopeful, never lose hope). The important thing is to hang in there. I tell myself every day that there has got to be somebody for me some where.
Since your probably back in the dating scene now I want to throw a little advice your way. I found that the name “Husker Fox” was attracting allot of people to me. I got fame for my artwork or sexual exploits or for convention appearances, and not to be gross or rude but honestly the size of my penis tended to draw attention on the gay side. It’s my fault for posing nude and doing a little porn ( Not allot but enough)on the net when I was younger, but when your in your 20’s you don’t realize that it can come back to you even in your 30’s. Now I’m not complaining because that got me first in line for allot of fun but unfortunately Some people have wanted to be with me just for that reason alone, and as much as we all like to pretend you can, you really can’t build a relationship on sex alone. As much as I appreciate the attention it sort of hinders my ability to find a new mate since I never know what my partner really wants….Does he or she want me or are they after an artist, the character I portray or perhaps because in some circles I’m well known or just for the thing hanging between my legs. This presents another problem. Don’t get me wrong, the fandom is great and there are allot of great people but I have to make sure the reason someone is with me because they want me and not just because they like the spot light that’s on me. I understand you have a spotlight on yourself so I thought I’d just pass on some of my story and advice hoping it will be helpful.
At cons or furry gatherings I will tend to go by other names to get to know people. Sometimes (If I like someone) I’ll use one of my real names.
Anyways, this is all advice you probably already know but incase you can learn anything from me I felt like spilling. It’s a real shame about you and her, you two made a cute couple.
If you feel like chatting with me you can send me a privet message through my FA account and I would be more then glad to share my online ID’S with you for chatting. I’ll leave you my email here but the FA account is probably the best way in the fandom to reach me. I have a few different accounts here on FA, I’ll leave you with the Heckles account. I tend to use that for communication between furs.
Oh, I also enjoy your art very much and I wish you all the best in your future projects and endeavors.
Email: huskerfox[at]hotmail.com
Furaffin: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/heckles/
Husker Fox
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