today was a day spent going through my memories, shuffling through photos and pictures finding art that my late dear friend Scar did for me and pics of us.
even managed to get on Myspace where i found pictures of my most epic camping trip. it was just me her and  chaosfonja since our other friends dropped out day of.

we drove to the other side of the state(Eastern Washington) to a place called Pot Holes state park where we camped for the weekend. there was not a sober momment except when we got there and when we left.

at one point me and Tae started to play tic tac toe on her foot. and she just sat there laughing at how tickelish was.
it even spanned a commission with my old fursona tho (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4292690/ )
shes the mouse

this girl was amazing always a smile on her face, im going to miss her everyone is. she touched so many peoples lives in such a positive way including mine. hell if it werent for her i wouldnt be in the fandom now.

and i hope the bastard who killed her rots.