I don't know why it hit me but right before the clock hit 12 bringing in the new year my brain decided it would kick me square in the balls and remind me of some kind of painful memories so I needed to draw this and get it out of my system.

I first met online Genwyn when I was a teenager, newish to furry and frustratingly straight. After awhile I found out he was a guy (I was too dumb to ever really ask) and it tossed me into a scary place to a teenager to find himself.

I have a few great regrets in life one of them is for being to afraid of the unknown, for falling in love with a boy for the first time and running away. I didn't talk to Genwyn for many years and I'll never get those years back.

So heres my overly public apology for being a scared kid, this is one is long over due, and its all for you panda butt.

Characters are © or what ever to and

On the happier side this is the first time in a few years I've colored an image in photoshop, I scanned the pencils in and did everything else with a wacom tablet. I used to be really freaked out doing digital work in photoshop but I made this picture my bitch. (Tho I admit it took an hour to draw and six hours to color) TTFN