My heart is full of sorrow
I have been feeling really down lately. Really sad. my heart is heavy and full of loneliness, and I have had a hard time with it lately. I cry often. there is someone who really lifts my spirit and makes me laugh. like....really laugh. i get super giddy and happy when we talk. of course, I am talking about my friend
EternalFalls anyways, i have been feeling really sad the last couple hours for a couple reasons. Today is his birthday and I don't get to talk to him because the internet keeps crashing. I cant call him to even wish him a happy birthday. i feel really guilty about it, even though i know the internet issues aren't my fault, i just wish i could be there for him. There are a couple other things too, but I don't feel like discussing those..
so i guess this is a vent piece since I've been crying the last hour or so..
EternalFalls anyways, i have been feeling really sad the last couple hours for a couple reasons. Today is his birthday and I don't get to talk to him because the internet keeps crashing. I cant call him to even wish him a happy birthday. i feel really guilty about it, even though i know the internet issues aren't my fault, i just wish i could be there for him. There are a couple other things too, but I don't feel like discussing those..so i guess this is a vent piece since I've been crying the last hour or so..
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thanks, i know i shouldnt let it get to me the way it is, but i was planning on it all month long, because he spent the day with me on my birthday and played whichever game i asked. i wanted to be there for his on his birthday and make him happy like he made me, and i feel horrible that i dont get to..
Shippy...
I've seen a lot of sadp ictures posted by you recently, and I feel so terrible. I just wanted to tell you that he will know you wanted to say Happy Birthday to him, even if you didn't post this piece, because he's a friend of yours, obviously a very good one.
DOn't feel bad, just know in your heart that he is glad to have you as a friend, and knows that you are there for him on his birthday, even if you can't get in touch with him.
Be strong and remember that, okay? :) Make sure you say Happy Birthday when you can, and he'll appreciate it <3
I've seen a lot of sadp ictures posted by you recently, and I feel so terrible. I just wanted to tell you that he will know you wanted to say Happy Birthday to him, even if you didn't post this piece, because he's a friend of yours, obviously a very good one.
DOn't feel bad, just know in your heart that he is glad to have you as a friend, and knows that you are there for him on his birthday, even if you can't get in touch with him.
Be strong and remember that, okay? :) Make sure you say Happy Birthday when you can, and he'll appreciate it <3
The first thing you need to do is concentrate on good things. So long as you dwell on the negative your mood will never improve, judging by the last piece you drew you're not always so ... distraught. It's not just emotionally taxing but physically too, too much negativity can drain you. Leave you exposed to small things that really wouldn't matter. He knows it's his birthday and he knows you'd be talking to him if it was for his internet going Emo on him, have faith in that.
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