He may rest in peace :,(

I honestly started crying... Please, rest well... Grace the heavens with your voice and sing to us from where your spirit goes.

I miss you already.

Rest In Peace, RandomOnlooker

I am truly sorry to hear about this...and I am so sorry that you have lost someone whom you truly loved...I cannot express how sorry I am for you and all of his loved ones.

May he rest in peace and forever be in the hearts of the ones he loved.

He was one of the few I called friend....

I didn't talk to him as much as I would have liked, but he taught me so much about so many things...

His memory will be celebrated, and I will forever honor his name.

In the last three/four months of his life he was so busy... I am sure that he would have liked to talk to you more as well once all those concerts were finished (and he did manage to finish his last set of concerts... at least, if there is some sort after-life, he won't have that burden on him...).

I know this is a little out of the blue, but thank you for these words, it makes me happy to read that he managed to befriend so many people.

He was truly a great man.

I hope you're doing well?

Heh, yeah, we can give him that fairly safely, eh, he even went to play in charity concerts days after his surgery... no-one thought this would have happened...

Me on the other hand, still a bit of a mess, I fear... better than a month ago at least. It's just so difficult, we were friends since we were three, been together since we were fourteen... Ach, like loosing one's best friend and love at the same time, we pretty literally grew up together. It's so surreal that he is gone... But yeah, I'm managing as well as I can, I doubt he would want to see me so distraught (whenever he did, he used to always cheer me up in the best of ways, how I will miss that).

*hugs and is very sorry this happened* he said he was gonna visit you in his last journal. Did you get to see him?

Wow.

I've only had the pleasure of talking to him a few times, but he was an extremely talented individual and one I would have very much enjoyed meeting and making music with if I had the opportunity.

I hope the administrators will leave his account open; many of his performances are here and it would be fitting to leave his work for people to continue to enjoy.

Rest in Peace.

They will, at some point it will be marked as a 'deceased' account to prevent further postings to the account, but nothing will be deleted from the account.

I'm really crying right now..... I seriously am. If there was any more music competitions, I wouldn't mind losing to RandomOnlooker again. He was just that great.... And now that he's gone.......

Please keep me updated, whenever you find yourself able. He was one of my favourite users on this site.

God bless you. Sorry to hear, my heart is heavy.

I still can't stop crying, I might not be able to catch any sleep.
I didn't know him well but he was pleasant, friendly and joyous. He made you feel comfortable when talking. I will really miss him. You have my full support if you ever need comforting words or anything else note me on my deviantART.



My deepest condolences,
Zoomster101

He was a really friendly person, in fact one of the first few I met on this site, let alone the internet. He was really talented, and very creative and whacky at times, especially when he would describe things or tell little stories. Though he was robbed of many years, I hope his life had been eventful and amazing enough to have accounted for much more than a single lifetime. And to think... I was going to tell him in a few hours about how much I enjoyed Persepolis, which I had bought at his recommendation...

I wish his family, friends, and you, Vera, strength to get through this hard event. Rest in Peace.

No tell me it's a bad joke!!!!

D: Dammit!!!

May he rest in peace.

I am so very sorry. He was a great person, I wish I had known him better.

I hope this isn't some tasteless prank or some crude attempt to just say goodbye to the fandom itself...I've seen stuff like that happen before, unfortunate as it may be.

If it's true, however...the fandom here lost a true gem with his passing.

It is not a prank. I highly doubt that she would do something like this to her boyfriend, and I have been talking with him on Skype about something we were going to do at some point and he himself told me he wasn't well. Both Randomonlooker and his girlfriend are honest people. If he wanted to stop posting here, he would have just done so and said something. He is too classy for such low down acts.

Though, I can't blame you for thinking this could be a prank. If aweful people didn't do that in the first place it wouldn't even cross our minds. I just want you to know that even though deep down even I wish it was a prank because somewhere Random would still be alive... I know Vera isn't lying.

I really wished I had known him much better than I did. I just wanted to say once more, rest in peace.

He was such an awesome, friendly and extremely creative guy and I feel bad for not trying to get to know him better... I never got to thank him for his kindness to me and my girlfriend... He will be missed.

I'm in shock.

This completely caught me by surprise.. I thought he was away for a bit and that's why I hadn't seen him. When last I spoke to him you came in shortly after to pick him up. I can't imagine what you're going through, it must be horrible.. he's affected me so much in such a short time, I can't begin to describe it now. I guess it hasn't really hit me yet. He's got.. or had, so much life force and friendship in him. Always giving. Silly and yet sincere, caring and passionate.

I'll articulate better.. I'd love to know what happened.. and I don't know what else.. but I can't write more now. I'm here if you need anyone, I'm also on IM/Skype/whatever.. but I guess you'd prefer space or your close friends now. All the best to you, though I feel it's to early to start talking in such a manner. *Hugs.* I don't know what to say.

Right, if you have anything you want to know, just email me here: verathevix[at]gmail.com

-sighs- may his spirit rest in peice, i shall pray for him

... Poor guy. It's always the good ones that go early...

May the stars hold him in a cradle of peace that he could not find here.

Get some rest when you can, Ms. Vera.

This caught me by surprise.

While i never had the chance to talk with him, his presence was a very positive influence to me and to many others. Everything he did or said always made my day a little brighter.

Rest in peace. I'll miss you.

I'm not even sure how to take this, we used to talk a lot about music. We had our differences being different kinds of musicians but always shared each other's uploads and comments. I talked to him on IM and even on skype. I am sad to hear this, you never know what you have on this earth until you loose it, and what a hard way to learn, to loose him. I will keep him in my prayers tonight.

Oh my God. That's terrible.

Let him rest in piece.

I'm sorry for the loss, he was a good guy. Whenever he commented on my music I was happy to see that he enjoyed it. I always loved his music as well. I'm happy he got to hear my music when it came to be of a much better quality.

May we cross paths again some day.

Vera, I posted this journal. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2004352/

I dedicated a piece I performed last year in my community college to his memory.

Vera,

Words can't express the sorrow I feel about the passing of such a dear friend and a truly wonderful human being. His kindness and love of life were infectious, and he will live on forever in our hearts and minds.

Take care of yourself - we are here for you.

I'm clueless and wrecked.. just crying myself to pieces trying to wrap my brain aroudn this.. I know you're not okay, and it's terrible.. but you have my most sincere sympathy..

oh my gosh, i am truly saddened by this and my thoughts and prayers are with his friends and family, me and him have had great converstaions on here about music, and I am truly upset about this. May he rest in peace.

I wish I could've had the chance to chat with him more, through IMing or Skype, rather than just Shouts and Notes back and forth... Vera, you have our full support. I'm going to write something for his memory... This is probably one of the first times in a long time that I've ever wanted to just sit down and write for a long time.

May he find peace in the lords caring arms

Random is the last person who deserved something like this.


Nothing on this earth stays forever
But none of your deeds were in vain
Deep in our hearts you will live again
You're gone to the home of the brave



I barely knew Random, but I miss him like any other of my close friends. I always admired his powerful comments, full of the sort of language a typical person like me would never be capable of compiling into coherent sentences.

If there's a fraction of a chance anyone will read this, because I'm sure this journal will become flooded with comments, do me a favor. Do not, whatever you do, DO NOT die on us. We love you waaaay too much. I assure you.

He and I chatted about music a couple of times, though upon reading this I regret not conversing with him further. Although my music is far more experimental in realms that he did not want to attempt, the fact that he took time to listen really speaks about how interested he really was in other people's works.

Reading about this news is truly saddening, and you have my dearest and more sincere sympathies for your loss.

Heh, he did love all art! Always taking a lot of time to listen and all that.
Thank you, those words, no matter how bland one may think they are when writing them, mean the world to me.
But he was no stranger to modern music, he only wrote one piece I would consider modern, but he certainly performed loads of it, choral, piano, guitar... Oh well, how much can one do in a lifetime... and if you have on that is so short... ech...

No fucking way. Thats so sad. Fuck

A great loss for anyone who knew him or even just heard his music.
He was the happiest dude I have ever met and one of the most knowledgable and unpretentious too and showed me some great music. After a point I felt kind of scared of talking to him, and now I miss his weird jumpy wit more than before. I told him that he needed to do a Geronimo Kapsberger lute-works compilation one of the times we talked...

I hope you're okay, Vera.

I have just barely known the fellow a very short time but he seemed awfully kind and skilled with his craft and gosh this is a most awful thing. I wish I'd said more to him. You have all my best wishes. Thank you for the notice! I can't guess how difficult that was.

Oh god no! I just got to know Random... poor guy... I wanted to make a drawing for him... how did this happen? So quickly too... he was all up and energetic so recently too. I'm sorry Vera T_T, I wish I.... was more prudent... now I'll never be able to give him a gift...

I only had just met him and he was so wonderful, I was really looking forward to getting to talk to him more.
This is just so devastating, truly tragic and I'm really not sure what to say...
I know just how missed he's going to be reading all of these comments.
Keep him in your heart and your memories, and he will never truly be gone.

wow....i honestly cant really think of anything to say other then i am sorry that this had to happen, T-T

may you rest in peace and know that we will always remember you

I'm actually in shock. I didn't know him well but Random did have a lot of personality, class, and passion for his musical endeavors. How many other cool cats rocked the bejeezus out of the lute like that and still be modest about it?

Oh god I am in tears. Rest in peace, you were an amazing person, and I utterly adored you and your music so much. The world has lost a wonderful, WONDERFUL person.

Rest in peace musician.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2004532/

I'm sorry //_\\\

I spoke with him just a few days ago! He never mentioned anything about not feeling well. Oh well... how similar to me, in more ways than just that.

I'll miss you, even if we only chatted in comments and notes. Your good cheer and music will live on with us. Rest in peace.

Well, he was well... This disease should not have really done anything so drastic for a very, very long time... it was unexpected by all of us.

He'll still be onlooking in the skies.
May the Onlooker live on forever.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2004607/

It's nice to see all the lovely comments his friends posted here.

Vera, please let us know if there's anything we can possibly do for you.

Yes, it is heartwarming to read that he managed to have such an effect on so many people...
But it pains me so much, knowing what he could have become had he lived longer... The poor guy was taken much, much too soon, he couldn't even drink legally (not that he ever did try... but oof...) and now...

It's a shame you came across his music under such sad circumstances, but I'm sure he would have been glad to have another fan.

A talented musician taken from this world....god....that saddens me more then anything....rest in piece my friend....

I never knew him, but I really wish I had from reading all of these posts. I'm so sorry to hear about this. Rest in Peace.

In memory of this amazing person - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5058607/

It really saddens me to hear this...

I really enjoyed his music, and he was always so friendly and nice to people on here.

RIP

I am sorry for your lose.

I am trembling as I type this. It feels like a very bad dream that I cannot wake up from. I don’t know what to say, words simply cannot express the sadness I feel right now.

Just a few days ago I wished RandomOnlooker a happy near year, and he told me of is holidays. I had no idea anything was wrong to such a degree. Truly, I am incredibly sorry for the loss of such a wonderful, humble and talented artist. No matter how many times it is repeated, it will not be able to do RandomOnlooker enough justice.

We had our cheerful chats, always a pleasure to look forward to and read. I didn’t know him as well as some of you may have but it was sufficient enough to call him a friend. His enthusiasm inspired me greatly and helped me discover many, many other talented artists here, and much more...

I simply cannot fathom how dreadful it must be for you, Vera. Here I am mourning the loss of someone I barely knew, while you knew RandomOnlooker very well… I’m so sorry.

Thank you, Vera, for gathering the strength to tell us of this terrible news. RandomOnlooker thank you for everything, you will be missed greatly...

It is horrible... I can assure you...
He was such a wonderful person, so full of life... Not even the doctors thought anything would happen this soon, he looked extremely healthy... Thank you for these words, they really mean a lot to me, seeing that he had such an effect on people is very heartwarming. He loved this place, the least I could do for him is notify you.

Even though I barely knew him, the news hit me hard. He seemed like a very nice person to be around, giving much to many.

May his afterlife be peaceful.

I've been lurking on this website for a couple of months now, afraid to even say hello to people like this. If there's anything I have learnt it's that his attitude and grace has clearly touched many people here from around the world and made his friends very happy. Here's to you RandomOnlooker!

Awww he was such a talented musician...im sorry for your loss.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5058881

In honor of his great kindness and apreciation of poetry.

*Sighs* And I only found out about him a week or so ago, captivated by his renditions of a few melodies I am quite fond of.

Yet another star fades from the sky, noticed by some and loved by many! I would hope he at least found peace in the fact he showed everyone he ever met some kindness, and that many of them appreciated it.

What horrible news... he and I spoke quite regularly... I can't even put my thoughts into words...

RIP you delightful scamp.... you will be missed.

..and we were just getting started

Rest in peace to a very talented individual, and my love to all those he leaves behind.

True musicians don't just die, they're remembered through their works for years afterwards. Especially so in the case of RandomOnlooker, as he touched all he met with his kindness, modestly and enthusiasm for what he did. A very sad loss - You will be remembered.

I think heaven just got a little more musical.

Damnation! The warp has consumed his body, and seemingly destroyed it.

Ah, how little time there was to reach out and exchange thought. Yet this is not the time to regret what never happened, but to rejoice and appreciate the moments that were spent well. I remember we were often times joking that when (and if) he'd come visit my humble home here in Vienna, he'd have to decide whether he'd leave his instruments outside and come in, or vice versa due to the small living space I have.

Curse this flimsy human hull...

RIP My friend
my condolences

only new randomonlooker for a short time but he was awesome. Love his music and hope he is resting in peace. Most of all I hope all you who new him more personally or longer will be all right.

He was really delightful to be around.

Condolences regarding his passing.

Rest in peace.. he was truly a great presence in the music segment of this website, and he will be missed.

I am terribly sorry to hear this news. My thoughts and prayers are with you, Vera, and your friends who knew him well.

"Let light perpetual shine upon him."

In nomine patris et filli spiritis sancti

(The father, son, and the holy ghost.)

May our payers, love, and thoughts be with him now. Tis truthfully a sad day in the fandom. My deepest condolences. *Bows*

I'm in shock. RandomOnlooker became a good friend of mine in the short time we knew each other, and I am absolutely devastated to hear of his passing.

He was a fantastic person and a brilliant composer and musician, and he will be sorely missed.
My deepest condolences to his family and friends, and especially to Vera.




We are all going to miss you, pal. Rest in peace.

My deepest condolence.
I was listening to his wonderful Baba Jaga compositions and performances a lot in the last days, looking cheerfully forward to write back a long mail and asking him a lot of questions about his interesting life once I had my workload done.. it’s bitter to hear that he died so suddenly and so young. This leaves a gap, even if I only knew him for a rather short time.

He was positive, full of humor, helpful, clever, classy, the best musician that I have ever know and he was excellent with words, too. He wrote some funny and valuable comments on my work and probably without even knowing, helped me out of a jam of artistic self-doubt and made me listen to music I had never considered listening to before. There are two of his comments on FA submissions printed out hanging on the wall next to my bed, those may be some of the best comments I have ever received online and they remind me why I do art. I still owe him a commission.. I won’t forget that one, he should get his comission.

Thank you, and yes he was an extremely generous and fun person. I am very grateful that he shared his short time here with me. It is still hard to swallow the fact that he is gone, no one thought it would happen, even the doctors said that we would not have to worry for many years...

He was, and I am sure that he would have loved to read this, it's making me smile right now, he did tell me that someone said that they were going to print and paste one of his comments on their wall, I didn't really believe it (truth be told, nor did he) but we found it to be a fun thing to think about. How nice it is to find out it was you and that it is true. Now, I know this is not the time nor place to talk money, but I know he would not want a silly thing like that ruining anything, so if there are any problems with getting the payment he sent, tell me about it and I will clear things up.
Thank you again for your kind words and sympathy, they really mean the world to me.

Glad to hear that a small comment could cheer you up for a moment :).
The money for the comission arrived with Western Union, I received it so there shouldn't be any problems.
I wish you a lot of strength for these sad times and send a prayer to Random and everyone important and dear to him.

I', so shocked to hear this, R.I.P to a very beautfully talented person. Hope hes singing up there :)

R.I.P

This was quite a shock for me to read, I can only imagine how it must feel for you. I spoke to him quite a lot in various art streams from people on this site. Of course, it being art streams, these chats where always light-hearted and their subject matter rarely, if ever, became personal. If you know someone only over the internet you can only catch a glimpse of who that person is, and yet as little as I knew him, his absence from some of the streams I frequently visit will be felt. I will sorely miss his delightful comments. It was a great pleasure to watch his character develop, for as little as I was able to watch that. His joy and pride, as well as the somewhat silly yet interesting role of the hat, were a delight to see.

In hindsight, I am not sure if I knew about this disease. I have a vague memory of some mentioning of a medical problem on a few rare occasions, but I am not quite sure if it really ever came up. I definitely never saw this coming. This news has truly saddened me. FA is a big site and it has a lot of members, and it is unavoidable that sometimes we loose one of them. This is always a sad thing. This is the first time however we loose someone I feel I know, even if only slightly, and its the first time I find myself crying about it. Even if I only knew him from art streams, I feel blessed for having been able to know him. I think its less then a week ago when I last saw him pop up in one. Hard to believe that was the last time I greeted him with my typical "hi Random", a greeting that was usually accompanied by various similar or even identical phrasings from other users. Strange how something so trivial, so ordinary, suddenly becomes something from the past. Something that will never happen again.

My sincere condolences to you and every one else who played a role in his life. May he rest in peace.

Oh my god... I can't believe this, I'm devistated... I had no idea he was THIS unwell! I can't even think of things to type now... To think I nearly didn't read this journal because I had so many... I was closer to his cousin, but he was still a friend and such a nice and genuine person from what I could tell from speaking with him on here and on MSN. He will be sorely missed .

My utter and sincere condolences to all his family and friends, truly a great loss to the world.

R.I.P

Oh My God...

words fail me...

V.

Wish I knew you better...

But you were one great person, I knew it. It's great that you've joined this community, to let us know you...

I feel so sorry. In fact, I've been shivering for the past few minutes while reading this. Almost crying.

*gasp* Oh my gods, that's terrible. I'm sure you had great plans together, and I hope you will not lose heart and keep making wonderful music, all of you.

Heghlu'DI' mobbe'lu'chugh QaQqu' Hegh wanI' <death is an experience best shared> nobody feels death except those who live on. I offer my prayers and blessings, and only wish I could have met him. He had great love and great music, both will not be forgotten.

*Bows head in silence.*

wish I knew him better also... he composed beautiful music, he seemed like a generous and kind person. I'd seem like a total stranger, but as I type, I'm teary eyed. Can't really believe he's dead... Rest in peace, god bless him, and perhaps I'll meet him someday.
Bless you Vera, and adieu randomonlooker...

I never knew him, unfortunately. All I have are his drawings. You're lucky you have memories.


On a related note, I've always wondered what would happen to someone's art account should they die.

May he have peace.

*Bows head in silence*

May he rest in peace. Though I did not know him, I knew a few that held him dear.

May he rest in peace. May the wind be forever soft at his back, may the rain fall softly upon him and where he rests, and may God's hand shelter him. Though i did not know him, i know he meant so much to others. May he rest in peace.

I will pray for him.

-Vaperfox

May he rest in peace. I admired him for his skills and he was always nice.
May God care well for you RandomOnlooker.

My deepest condolences

He was such a nice guy, he lived a happy life with you and his friends. I will be praying for you, Vera.

Oh my gosh, that is so sad. I never had the honor of talking to him, but from I what see here, I know he was a great person. I give you my condolences and may he grace heaven with his music.

It's a sad day, as we have lost a great one.

Sorry for your loss, and all the best wishes in making it through this.

i saw something about this in someone else's journal and just yelled at them that this better be a joke.

fuck....
just fuck.

................................................................

I cant really believe it. Vera, if theres anything you need, please dont hesitate to ask.

ive only known random for a short period of time. But he has inspired me to be a better person. He was one of the best kind of friends anyone could ask for... Im very happy to have known him. The world is a slightly darker place without him.

i can't remember the last time i prayed, but im praying for random and yourself today. Please take care.

Such a sad day. I'm so sorry. =(

oh my gods...how? why? what?,,,*cries at a loss for words* may his spirit live on for eternity through the music that is of his soul for all of us to hear...farewell dear friend of mine...perhaps we ill meet again one day

I never knew this person, but a friend of mine told me about this.. and I feel compelled to offer my sympathies to everyone that did know him. I'm sorry for your loss and may RandomOnlooker rest in peace. Judging from the amount of people commenting here, I have little doubt that the Force is with him.

I don't know what to say. This was extremely and extremely unpleasantly surprising. I wouldn't say that I knew him, but I'm definitely a fan of his work. I remember smiling when he wrote that retractable claws would make switching instruments easier. I really want to something to express support, but I have no idea how to word it. Just...I'm sorry.

A tribute to this great soul:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/506.....che=1294521069

I'll pray for you RandomOnlooker, may you rest in peace...

I'm sorry to see you go, but i'm glad to have known you in what little way this site afforded. Your music moved me, and rekindled my own musical aspirations. May you find peace.

My very deep condolences to you and all who were his friends and loved ones. I never had the good fortune to know him but you have my sympathies none the less.

The guy seemed well-spoken and respectful, makes a decent person. Hope his travels don't end here just yet, maybe we'll see him again.

I showed a little bit of my playing, and a bit of talk. Now I regret not keeping in touch with him. I wish I could have done more before.

Honestly, I really don´t know what to write...

I feel so sorry for you and all his relatives. It´s a great loss for all who had contact with him, for he was a wonderful person as far as I can tell. I always liked writing to him and listening to his recordings.

May he rest in peace, and I hope you and all who really knew him - in real life - will feel better soon. It´s always hard to lose someone you loved or even "just" liked, I know that myself. Be sure his friends on FA will think of him. And take care, okay?

Nymousano

I'd seen him around the site, and he was nothing but astonishingly kind. It's tragic when the good ones leave us, and I can give you nothing but my most sincere condolences.

I don't know what to say... this was out of nowhere. I'm truly sad, he was such a talented and approachable guy.

Here's a health to the company and one to my lass
Let us drink and be merry all out of one glass
Let us drink and be merry, all grief to refrain
For we may and might never all meet here again...


Life is an ephemeral thing, but what we leave behind can live on forever.

You were taken much too soon, my friend. Much too soon...

A lot of people here will treasure what you've given us for a very long time. For that we're thankful...but we're all going to miss you.

will the music be returned to his galleries? I never had the chance to retrieve his works since my laptop was stolen, and desperately miss his section of my library...he was a great inspiration to a lot of my work

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5062862/ A song I made today for him after hearing the news. Totally improvised and from the heart.

I'm shocked and very saddened to hear he's passed. He was so kind to me and always had good things to say about my own music. He always made me laugh. He was such a great talent and person.

Thank you for giving us such great music. You will be missed. =(

Sorry for your loss Vera. :(

RIP

After hearing about this, I feel as if I should write something here...
yet I am unsure as to what
I do not wish to upset anyone by commenting on something I know little about
But I do wish to pass on my condolences

"Not by lamentations and mournful chants ought we to celebrate the funeral of a good man, but by hymns, for in ceasing to be numbered with mortals he enters upon the heritage of a diviner life."

...And I started listening to his work just a few days ago... *sigh*
I don't know what kind of disease he had, but I hope he died in peace.
If he didn't, at least he'll be in peace now, so let's avoid sadness and
just remember what a talented and nice guy he was =]

I'd like to express my sincear condolences, as well as my genuine regret that I never got to know him better than I did. The most that i ever got to know about Onlooker was that he was a great guy with a good sense of humor, and a fantastic skill and talent, that I will sorely miss.

Vera, if there's something I can do, I'd like to know...

No... no, no no no... fuck, no...

I'm sorry, I...

He was truly one of the nicest, funniest people I have ever spoken to. Always a kind word, especially about my poetry, always sweet. How can he be...? I... I didn't know he was ill. He was... one of the most beautiful people I have ever met. Ever spoken to. His kind words, sharp wit, beautiful heart... Why, why does it have to be the people who are so sorely needed in the world?

I'm so, so sorry Vera. I know we don't know each other but if you do want to talk I am here. Do you know any more about what it was in the end?

I... I can't believe this. I really can't... He's gone? He's really gone? ... I just... he turned my poetry into music. No one... has ever done anything like that for me. I... can't believe this, I just can't.

May you rest in peace, and joy forever after...

I just can't believe it.

It came as a shock to all of us as well, believe me. He was sick, but not so sick yet. Had someone or something been there to monitor his breathing I am sure that he could have been saved, but even the doctors didn't think this end to be a possibility at this time...

He really was one of the most wonderful people I had the luck of meeting. You must be the one who wrote the poem that he used to the 'Lust' madrigal, right? That was a wonderful poem, I wonder why he never put up our rendition of it... Ah, yes, he commissioned a singer from here. He was always like that! Giving everyone he could all he could...

Yes, now we know what it was, just send me an email here: verathevix[at]gmail.com and I'll answer any questions you may have... and none of us really can understand it either... At least we don't think he was in any pain...

My deepest condolences

May he RIP and fly eternally on eased relaxed wings~

I'm afraid I never had the pleasure of meeting this musician, and I regret that.

I'm sorry for your loss.

I am truly sorry for your loss. He was the the most goodhearted and including stranger I've ever known.

He lives on in our hearts, in us, whom he had motivated and encouraged with his kindness and humility.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2009396/

The number of comments here alone is a testament to his greatness.
I knew him no further than his comments on Swiftcutter's art, and still I feel sorrow. I cannot imagine what you must be going through, Vera.

I wish I could think of more to say. I will remember him as one of FA's greatest commenters. Given the chance to listen, I expect I'll see him as among its greatest musicians as well.

I've never encountered a more musical soul than his. This is a frustrating shame because he had so much more to give.
A sad loss of a talented person.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5079319/

I never knew the lad...
yet i still feel bad.
Maybe he will soon be glad.
knowing that we cared?

I'm very sad to find the other day that he had passed away. Because we shared similar interests in music, I had occasionally crossed his path; although I never knew him, I would have liked to, and it crushes me that I'll never have that opportunity now. I am very sincerely sorry for your loss Vera. Even if nothing we say can make things right, I want you to know that everybody's thinking of you and that God loves you.

Oh my God...

I don't know what to say other than I really loved his music, and that he was a very kind and unique maker of music.

This won't mean much coming from someone like me, but...

May his soul rest in Heaven.

This is a sad thing though I did not know him but let him rest peacefully. He lives on through those who have put kind words out there for him and also in those who have the memory of him.

this is so massively depressing. i'm so sorry!!

Your wonderful sounds caressed my ears by pure happenstance through the speakers of a roommate. Thank you for what you imparted.

I hope he's in a better place now
wherever that may be
All I can say is... wow...
and I hope he's illness free
My hat goes off to such great talent
and I hope that he can see
what his music must have meant
to people like you and me

This is What I get for dropping off FA for a month :(

I am truly sorry. He was so talented and kind. He will be missed and his loss will be felt by a great many in the FA music community, myself included. I can honestly say that I looked forward to listening to everything that had his hand drawn logos. I will offer my prayers for him tonight. Thank you for letting us know.

Нет, этот человек не умер, никто не действительно мертв, потому что он будет жить в наших сердцах навсегда, ибо он будет смотреть на вас с неба, и вы встретите снова когда-нибудь ....

Semper fi.

I did not get to know you. Goodbye and god speed you to your place of rest.

I'm terribly sorry, Vera.

I didn't get to know him well enough, but always enjoyed his posts which were so positive and thoughful. His words were full of life and it comes to an aweful surprise to find out about his dealth.

Please take care and remember that love lives on...

This is not meant to make light of loss, but this song is a wonderful reminder of transendence, that love and caring lasts...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LyQ_81dChWU

I'm sorry for your loss, May he Rest In Peace. <3

Oh god, I fucking hate seeing this... Life is not worth the hell we go through and put people through... Love and peace... Travel the cosmos safely! Love, peace, and serenity to you mate! Rest in peace.