Don't you just love when you go to bed for the night and wake up to a wall of text and a smear campaign against you? Boy howdy, let me tell you, that's the life right there.

For context, a former friend ostracized me from their gaming group, and said they wouldn't be playing anymore, so I left the discord group they chatted in. I hadn't been invited in about a year anyway. Having a download running, I left my pc on that night only to wake up to a wall of text and a very lengthy goodbye.

So I tried to respect their wishes by not explaining I wasn't even awake when they were messaging me. I doubt it would have done any good anyway.

I went to their page to figure out what the hell was going on after getting a message from them this morning. I find out they'd launched a smear campaign against me. Over me leaving a discord group.

I should be upset, but I think I'm more just in a deep state of whatever. Weary if anything. Am I perfect? Hell no. I understand that. I know I'm deeply flawed. Broken even. But another thing I am is way too old for high school playground drama.

That's why I'm not naming names and going into more detail. Live and let live or whatever. I can't force anyone to like me, but no one else can tell me what to do with my own page either. It's a mess, yes. But it's my mess.