I don't know how to start this. Its been a long long time. The furry fandom was a big part of my life from age 29 to 32. Then about that time two big changes came around and I started to distance myself from the furry fandom and this website. I popped in my head in every time and again but it took me two years to get over my pain to finish another song. That was three years ago.

Then there were a few more big disappointments that happened all in a row when I was 35. That did me in altogether. No more writing songs after that. I have not been able to finish a song in three years because of depression. I have one song I wrote for someone but its too personal to record.

My question to you is should I come back to the furry fandom even if I don't have anything to contribute? I am 38 and feeling really old. I need to work on myself. I found this fandom sort of late but it did make me really happy for a time. Is it all drama now or a positive place? If I go to another con I don't want to be the old millennial in the room. Would feel out of place.

Not sure if anyone if even remembers who I am. But any advice would be welcome.