Still Here...
4 years ago
As the world goes around the sun I'm still alive. This account has become somewhat of a secret AD account for me, and a place for me to get some of my kink thoughts, when they hit me, on paper for the stories I made.
I'm Gray Asexual so that subject is... complicated. Typically any form of genetalia or traditional Sex (Male or Female, but espically Male or a charchter of a gender that has Both) is a huge Turn Off for me; where with others it's the first thing they look for in "Adult theme" content. But my mind doesn't work that way. Instead it latches on to a few very specific kinks and that usually involves AFAB charachters swelling up to fantastic proportions.
I think because fat tends to cover up genatalia may be a reason I'm attracted to it in some odd way. My focus goes onto enjoying how soft and heavy a RP partner or story charachter is instead of "whats under the hood" as most people want to know. It also thrills me thinking about a charachter or situation where said individual forgets about their current surroundings and just gives into sheer gluttony, accepting their fate.
I know my thing is not what the status quo often likes to see, and being Ace is complicated. It becomes even more complicated when we have horny vibes and moods where we still need release; we just want that release done in a different way then how most people would prefer.
I'm Gray Asexual so that subject is... complicated. Typically any form of genetalia or traditional Sex (Male or Female, but espically Male or a charchter of a gender that has Both) is a huge Turn Off for me; where with others it's the first thing they look for in "Adult theme" content. But my mind doesn't work that way. Instead it latches on to a few very specific kinks and that usually involves AFAB charachters swelling up to fantastic proportions.
I think because fat tends to cover up genatalia may be a reason I'm attracted to it in some odd way. My focus goes onto enjoying how soft and heavy a RP partner or story charachter is instead of "whats under the hood" as most people want to know. It also thrills me thinking about a charachter or situation where said individual forgets about their current surroundings and just gives into sheer gluttony, accepting their fate.
I know my thing is not what the status quo often likes to see, and being Ace is complicated. It becomes even more complicated when we have horny vibes and moods where we still need release; we just want that release done in a different way then how most people would prefer.
Setz
~setz
Heya! I'm about a month late to the party on this journal, but I appreciate you explaining that. Being Ace is a very individual thing and the way that you explained it to me really struck a chord for me. I understand better now and I thank you for that. I appreciate it. Take care!
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