Small Update
4 years ago
I'm sorry to everyone who's waiting an art piece from me. I'm trying to work on all at once and there is! progress.
My mother has cancer. She never told me about this and now it's kind of late already (she still keeps silence about details. I collect info bit by bit and the full image is still blurry).
It's really exhausting to hear every relative knew about this, but not me who's living with her and worried the most.
I do art for living and now this is important for me to gain some money backup (and pay fucking debts her lovely ex gifted me), so I'm doing more adoptables.
I'm doing my best at things.
When I bring a finished work, I suggest that the person not pay or pay half, or as much as it seems right.
Thank you.
My mother has cancer. She never told me about this and now it's kind of late already (she still keeps silence about details. I collect info bit by bit and the full image is still blurry).
It's really exhausting to hear every relative knew about this, but not me who's living with her and worried the most.
I do art for living and now this is important for me to gain some money backup (and pay fucking debts her lovely ex gifted me), so I'm doing more adoptables.
I'm doing my best at things.
When I bring a finished work, I suggest that the person not pay or pay half, or as much as it seems right.
Thank you.
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It is super painful, but I cannot do anything about it.
I know I have no right to feel this way since she could feel really bad, but all she spits tears me from the inside. Not the best mood if you're going to draw a sweet couple art or so.
https://smiggles.gumroad.com/
It may not work with your art program, but they have cheap lineart to do adopts on, and a lot of them. I hope your situation improves, I'm so sorry that you're having to live through this. It will get better, but it will hurt in the current time.