Life 3 - It got worse + gumroad pack
4 years ago
Find me on telegram @ Exeterdragon
Well moving to Winnipeg to live with friends turned out to be a very expensive and exhausting mistake, all their promises turned to ash and they kicked me out for reasons I won't get into here. So I'm back in small town Ontario, broke and trying my best to find a job, any job, desperately applying to anything I can.
Some very kind friends have helped me get caught up on my own minor debt from the trip home but now I am trying to help my disabled mother catch up on the bills. Disability poverty is a nightmare and the water is getting shut off tomorrow and there's nothing we can do about it.
I got the go-ahead from zi0808 + limitedvision + valorlynz + connivingrat + DrBoom32 to put some of my 3D stuff in the highest available resolution on gumroad to help my mom get caught up a little, it's a tonne of great pics and even a few animations all for $10 Canadian because at this point anything will help. If you're in a helping mood but have no interest in buying some 3D porn you could always pitch me a few bucks on Kofi, anything that I can raise is going straight to my mom while I try to find a job, any job, because I'll take anything at this point.
https://exey.gumroad.com/l/uJcpz
https://ko-fi.com/Q5Q4744KX
Some very kind friends have helped me get caught up on my own minor debt from the trip home but now I am trying to help my disabled mother catch up on the bills. Disability poverty is a nightmare and the water is getting shut off tomorrow and there's nothing we can do about it.
I got the go-ahead from zi0808 + limitedvision + valorlynz + connivingrat + DrBoom32 to put some of my 3D stuff in the highest available resolution on gumroad to help my mom get caught up a little, it's a tonne of great pics and even a few animations all for $10 Canadian because at this point anything will help. If you're in a helping mood but have no interest in buying some 3D porn you could always pitch me a few bucks on Kofi, anything that I can raise is going straight to my mom while I try to find a job, any job, because I'll take anything at this point.
https://exey.gumroad.com/l/uJcpz
https://ko-fi.com/Q5Q4744KX
I saw the comments, they didn't seem to show that they only "misheard" things, at least in my opinion. The one thing that irks me the most is though, that instead of trying to set things straight, you only hid the comments and went on a little rant, which if you ask me, throws up red flags.
That's just my opinion on the matter from some random internet stranger that loves questionable images though, ya don't have to listen to me of course and if you tell me to delete this comment I will, no need to hide it or block me.
They accused me of cocooning myself in lies and I was really confused about why they said that until I found out they had talked to my mom behind my back, revealing all their false assumptions to her, and everything they said to her revealed how much they had wilfully ignored or misheard everything I said. Some examples, I told them about my hundred-year-old farmhouse attic bedroom and tiny girl's day bed and they concluded I lived in a run down shack, in squalor. I told them I wanted to get a job and send my mom most of my money and they thought I was claiming to currently be giving my mom all my money despite the fact that A) I didn't have a job and B) I didn't have any money! I told them my grandma MIGHT be able to help me with the luggage costs of getting my things back to Ontario and they concluded that I told them my grandma had given me money for my luggage already! Their listening skills are atrocious and the source of 100% of these problems.
I should have see this coming from how they misinterpreted everything I said while living with them, taking jokes as desperate cries for help, deciding that me try to defend the wife when her husband was bullying her about her anxiety as ME being mentally unwell. One of the comments accused me of touching the husband which implies that the polyamourous relationship they explicitly and repeatedly invited me into was really more like the husband wanting to fool around with the roommate behind his wife's back.
They accused me of lying about looking for jobs which is bullshit, I spent weeks applying and searching job sites every day and any reasonable person knows sometimes it takes a while, I've applied to hundreds of jobs in the last 10 years and barely heard calls from any of them, that's just how job hunting goes sometimes, especially when you're in a city with lots of applicants. Heck I've applied for dozens of jobs in their city over the last 6 years and only ever got called for 3 of them, that's just how the job market is when 500 people apply for every position. They also conveniently forgot that they (mostly the husband) asked me to go there to find a job I liked and would succeed at, explicitly saying I shouldn't have to take a job I'd hate. They concluded that I was full of myself because I wasn't looking for fast food jobs, despite the fact that the main reason I went there was because they TOLD ME they wanted me to find something I liked!
Couple that with the insane conclusions they jumped to about me, my life, my home, my mom, my mental health, all the results of ignorance and incredibly bad listening skills and they had created this false perception of me as some toxic sociopathic liar who apparently likes being broke and not working. And the worst part is I only found out how fucking batshit they were because this journal prompted them to reveal they had talked to my mom behind my back and nobody told me about all the crazy things they said. My mom didn't want to make things worse by telling me all the crazy shit, she was extremely confused and told them nothing they said sounded like me. And she was right!
I don't even know what lesson to learn from this, I never imagined that just talking to people I thought were my friends would lead them to so many crazy ideas and misunderstandings and so much tension and so many accusations. We all speak perfect english and yet somehow they ended up angry and stressed about a completely fictional version of me that THEY created!