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Some thoughts before the Year ends
4 years ago
Hellow my beautiful furry babies and fur family. I hope everyone is well.
If not my thoughts are with you, I love you and you're not suffering alone. Also it will get better!!!
The year is almost closing and I want to share some of my thoughts here. As I see that over the years this is where I tend to open my heart and mind on the internet. I feel FA is my safe space. So for that I am grateful FA is still here.
This year has been such a world wind of psycho shit. I started the year with such a heavy heart and really walking into the unknown. I gave up my old home and started a new chapter of my life. It was so very painful. Much has happened to me since January but I am a tough lil bitxh and I'm still kicking it.
Things have evened out FINALLY and I even completed MY ART QUEUE!!! Look at that.
Which brings me to opening myself back up to commissions.
Although I feel like this is going to be a soft opening. As I want to focus on art for me and for fun. I dont want to take things too seriously as I am trying to make room for enjoying myself more often. I really want to make Holiday art and really honor myself for surviving the worst year of my life last year. I'm sure 2020 was the worst year of many of our lives. 2020 spared next to no one...so...
Please always remember to make room for fun and love. Life is short and uncertain. Most times it becomes too heavy to carry alone. And to that I say. Reach out!! If not to me to at least somebody. You are not alone. I am a firm believer in my furry community. I am here to share your burden; even if its just to hear how you're struggling.
I hope sharing my story touches some one that needs to hear the struggles and feel less alone. This Holiday season has felt very lonely. I turned 33 this year and I almost didn't celebrate it. I see so many people enjoying things that I want to...especially family. I have had no luck finding lasting love with a companion. It definitely brought me a big fucking broken heart. I'm trying really hard to turn that around. Especially with my art. I find myself hating much about me and my work. That my friends is the struggle of an Artist I suppose.
But as we go through life. Some things we do choose. And I choose to put my love of art and this community on display. If for no other reason than, to share with people who appreciate me. So I feel less alone.
I love you all.
Happy Holidays you filthy animals. Much love and good things. Hold your chins up. We make it through together. You all are the family I chose and that's why I wish you well
Love,
-ee
If not my thoughts are with you, I love you and you're not suffering alone. Also it will get better!!!
The year is almost closing and I want to share some of my thoughts here. As I see that over the years this is where I tend to open my heart and mind on the internet. I feel FA is my safe space. So for that I am grateful FA is still here.
This year has been such a world wind of psycho shit. I started the year with such a heavy heart and really walking into the unknown. I gave up my old home and started a new chapter of my life. It was so very painful. Much has happened to me since January but I am a tough lil bitxh and I'm still kicking it.
Things have evened out FINALLY and I even completed MY ART QUEUE!!! Look at that.
Which brings me to opening myself back up to commissions.
Although I feel like this is going to be a soft opening. As I want to focus on art for me and for fun. I dont want to take things too seriously as I am trying to make room for enjoying myself more often. I really want to make Holiday art and really honor myself for surviving the worst year of my life last year. I'm sure 2020 was the worst year of many of our lives. 2020 spared next to no one...so...
Please always remember to make room for fun and love. Life is short and uncertain. Most times it becomes too heavy to carry alone. And to that I say. Reach out!! If not to me to at least somebody. You are not alone. I am a firm believer in my furry community. I am here to share your burden; even if its just to hear how you're struggling.
I hope sharing my story touches some one that needs to hear the struggles and feel less alone. This Holiday season has felt very lonely. I turned 33 this year and I almost didn't celebrate it. I see so many people enjoying things that I want to...especially family. I have had no luck finding lasting love with a companion. It definitely brought me a big fucking broken heart. I'm trying really hard to turn that around. Especially with my art. I find myself hating much about me and my work. That my friends is the struggle of an Artist I suppose.
But as we go through life. Some things we do choose. And I choose to put my love of art and this community on display. If for no other reason than, to share with people who appreciate me. So I feel less alone.
I love you all.
Happy Holidays you filthy animals. Much love and good things. Hold your chins up. We make it through together. You all are the family I chose and that's why I wish you well
Love,
-ee
Cayuga
~cayuga
Thanks for posting! By a lot of measurements things are generally going pretty ok for me and STILL all I want to do is talk about how sad I am.
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~ee
OP
Sometimes that has to do with the expectation that we feel, like we should be further along in Life. Or that we feel like we should have gotten a certain destination by now. And usually the weight of that expectation becomes extremely heavy. Especially if it has to do with Finance, Romance, family and or career. These areas in life feel the worst if you haven't reached a certain place that you wanted to be. So don't feel as though you are alone in that aspect. Because I share a lot of sentiment in the same way. I wish you lots of love and chances for joy this holiday season
