especially when you have no money. i have been trying to make enough money to visit my family in other states and my mate in Alabama but it doesn't seem to be working. every time i get close something catastrophic happens and i have to start all over. i must say it's driving me insane and giving me one hack of a writers block but its worth it in the end.one of my family members has offered me a temporary position on there paranormal investigator team and naturally i accepted. now all i need to do is get there. on top of all this one of my friends wants to come with me and i'm not sure it's such a good idea. my family will have a tough time dealing with me bieng a furry when they find out and if my satanist friend comes that could open up a whole slew of problems.i need the money i get from ghost hunting to get my own place lest the three of us live in my car-shiver- cant say i would blame them though. most of my family are vary devout Christians, me being an atheist was bad enough David worshiping Satan in there house might just kill them. i just hope dariane is ok we barely have a chance to talk anymore what with me working my tail off to get to her....it'll ba worth it though i suppose...hehe now I'm being redundant so it's time i stopped.