I told before that i hate getting help cause of my backstory, but there is also some other thing i haven't told.
One of the reasons i hate getting help is that my body is so weak that i don't have any strength! I'm pretty much dumb and i don't have the power to do anything by myself, but i'm trying to show that there is things i can do without anyones help. With everyone making fun of how weak i am really hurts me! Even when i try something, but it ain't possible for me, i'm being shown as i am giving up fast, but that is not who i am. I don't give up, i just can't do it! The reason why i'm telling this is that i hear some of my friends just wants to help me and i can't or won't accept the help. It's sweet my friends would help me, but i'm not capable to accept help and even if i try, it's like something blocks me of it, like feeling more sad or really down.
So it's not really possible for me and even how hard people tries, i still can't change it!
You can be mad, sad or just say that i'm a horrible friend, but you can't help my problems or change it into the better good