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No commissions this week. Internet is fucky
3 years ago
Long story short, I can't do any streams right now. And my work trying to fix it has drained me of so much energy. And dealing with internet issues is the max on the causes-of-anxiety list.
Slightly longer story. When I attempt to stream, my KBPS drops to roughly half of the amount I need after about 30 minutes. Then it remains unstable until I end stream. A huge part of the energy to work is in my streams, and frankly that community interaction is important to me. So I've been trying to get it to work. I've found its the network thats having problems, but even after my ISP's tech came out and I replaced my old modem I still have the problem. Even they don't know exactly whats going on. Add into this I've been trying to build a spare PC out of older parts for use in my stream setup for certain games. Well that thing has grown into me taking parts from 3 old PC's and using some spare parts I had around. Bunch of them aren't working at all. Finally got it built and powered on! But no output at all. I suspect the motherboard. But I'm just not willing to spend another afternoon taking it apart and reassembling it with a possibly bad other motherboard right now. Or the other motherboard that I have to spend a good bit of time cleaning some gunk that got into the CPU area. On top of ALL OF THIS, I had some stuff planned for Christmas time that I'm likely going to have to shelf as I don't know if I'll even be able to physically or mentally do the stuff anymore. Just... just so much, yo.
It's not all doom and gloom though. I've contacted the people on the queue right now and they're cool with waiting until I'm in a better headspace. There's an opportunity that came up that would be actually completely amazing if it goes through. Since it's still a maybe I'm not willing to talk about it yet and it would be months out anyways. Also I was able to draw one thing with a huge focus on slime details, just because that's something that helps me chill out. It's heavily lewd but it might end up here, depending how I'm feeling. Otherwise check the alt account on Twitter as it will absolutely be on there soonish https://twitter.com/BaezarDraws
Slightly longer story. When I attempt to stream, my KBPS drops to roughly half of the amount I need after about 30 minutes. Then it remains unstable until I end stream. A huge part of the energy to work is in my streams, and frankly that community interaction is important to me. So I've been trying to get it to work. I've found its the network thats having problems, but even after my ISP's tech came out and I replaced my old modem I still have the problem. Even they don't know exactly whats going on. Add into this I've been trying to build a spare PC out of older parts for use in my stream setup for certain games. Well that thing has grown into me taking parts from 3 old PC's and using some spare parts I had around. Bunch of them aren't working at all. Finally got it built and powered on! But no output at all. I suspect the motherboard. But I'm just not willing to spend another afternoon taking it apart and reassembling it with a possibly bad other motherboard right now. Or the other motherboard that I have to spend a good bit of time cleaning some gunk that got into the CPU area. On top of ALL OF THIS, I had some stuff planned for Christmas time that I'm likely going to have to shelf as I don't know if I'll even be able to physically or mentally do the stuff anymore. Just... just so much, yo.
It's not all doom and gloom though. I've contacted the people on the queue right now and they're cool with waiting until I'm in a better headspace. There's an opportunity that came up that would be actually completely amazing if it goes through. Since it's still a maybe I'm not willing to talk about it yet and it would be months out anyways. Also I was able to draw one thing with a huge focus on slime details, just because that's something that helps me chill out. It's heavily lewd but it might end up here, depending how I'm feeling. Otherwise check the alt account on Twitter as it will absolutely be on there soonish https://twitter.com/BaezarDraws
oof im sorry youre having so many issues with your PCs =c
It rarely happens. But when it does, it's a longstanding and arduous process to fix it.
