So for those wondering. I am okay, but I do need help. I've been in and out of the ER due to random pains involving my kidney, back and legs, and it caused me to stay up, and whenever I stay up for more than three days due to mania or pain I start hallucinating. I spent almost an entire day blacked out, hallucinating vividly and unable to escape my dimensional prison. It was very scary. I am not going to put down what I saw publicly because it is terrifying. I have been trying to get mental health help for the past few weeks and I think everything all together kind of just made it explode in my face. The fact is, I am going to go into inpatient. I believe it is the best option and the safest one at that.

I'll probably only be gone a week at most. But I want you guys to know what's up. I recently moved out on my own and it has been hard. And not working for a week will make getting rent together even harder. If anyone feels like donating or helping out someone who's dealing with severe mental illness, my PayPal email is jazmin.h.crawford.98[at]gmail.com or you can give me shines. I'm in a scary spot and I need help immediately.