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tight squeeze and math hurts
4 years ago
So thanks to a donation and my hard work at my job i will be able to pay rent, and i should be able to pay my well overdue storage bills... thanks to all the scrambling and struggling to make rent each week this month i didn't pay it. so now im looking at 2 $120 bills to be paid this and next Friday... or else i'll lose all my stuff in storage, if not for the fact that i have legit everything i own nearly (my books, games, collections, dear keepsakes, the works) in those storage units i wouldn't be so worried about it because if i don't pay it than i forfeit all my possessions... (normally it would only be 100 per unit a month but i have 2 late fees to deal with now)
heres where the math hurts part comes in, if i do pay the storage this week i will need to make $480 next week after tax, which means if it all comes from work i need $515+ before taxes THIS week... and considering i'll only have wed-sun to make money - Christmas of course because holidays are just worthless days i cant make a living, and i'd need 10+ hours a day while only having 29 hours total across the 4 days (and closing each of said days) there's no physical way i can actually MAKE that kind of money from work... physically i cant do it...
im just so tired of this struggle, every single week i scrape pennies dimes and nickels, just to have to struggle and scrape the next week... its honestly breaking me to a degree i just cant deal with any longer...
im in counseling and therapy once a week, as well as grief counseling once a week, and case management once a week... but im still struggling to even get up out of bed each day... the struggle and depression is just wearing me down, and each week i THINK i might be catching a break, i get another sledgehammer upside the head. this friday my bill drops all 'fees and taxes' per week dropping it by around 60 dollars... but then the storage bills hit me... and no matter how i slice it im gonna be losing... either my roof or actually hundreds of thousands of dollars of mostly unreplaceable possessions. i just don't know how to keep on going at this rate...
i have 2 applications pending at some other jobs, but they're taking their sweet ass time and of course that wont help me immediately... day late, dollar short, every time...
heres where the math hurts part comes in, if i do pay the storage this week i will need to make $480 next week after tax, which means if it all comes from work i need $515+ before taxes THIS week... and considering i'll only have wed-sun to make money - Christmas of course because holidays are just worthless days i cant make a living, and i'd need 10+ hours a day while only having 29 hours total across the 4 days (and closing each of said days) there's no physical way i can actually MAKE that kind of money from work... physically i cant do it...
im just so tired of this struggle, every single week i scrape pennies dimes and nickels, just to have to struggle and scrape the next week... its honestly breaking me to a degree i just cant deal with any longer...
im in counseling and therapy once a week, as well as grief counseling once a week, and case management once a week... but im still struggling to even get up out of bed each day... the struggle and depression is just wearing me down, and each week i THINK i might be catching a break, i get another sledgehammer upside the head. this friday my bill drops all 'fees and taxes' per week dropping it by around 60 dollars... but then the storage bills hit me... and no matter how i slice it im gonna be losing... either my roof or actually hundreds of thousands of dollars of mostly unreplaceable possessions. i just don't know how to keep on going at this rate...
i have 2 applications pending at some other jobs, but they're taking their sweet ass time and of course that wont help me immediately... day late, dollar short, every time...
