I've just noticed that over 5000 people now watch me on FA.

Back when I made the decision to design an OC to represent myself in the community, I would've never guessed how many people would come to love him.

It's been a long path and I'm thoroughly thankful to all the beautiful people I've met -- even if we've eventually went our separate ways. I am deeply sorry, from the bottom of my heart, for the harm I've done to those whom I once considered my friends. I sincerely ask for your forgiveness -- if you think I deserve it. Maybe I don't - and I'm sure that in some cases it is truly so - but I can at least ask you not to hold your grudges against me.

Some might say I'm the worst person they've met. To some I'm the best friend they ever had. They're both right, in part - after all, I'm not a one-size-fits-all (no pun intended).

My only hope is that I've made someone's life even just a tiny bit better. By chatting, hanging out, playing together, or just by sharing ideas and sharing artworks we've found.

A huge thanks to all the people who found time to share with me. I know I'm unbearable at times -- that's why I wholeheartedly appreciate all of you who stuck with me along the way. To all my friends -- both past and present.

Some recent events have truly shown me how unpredictable our life can be. Please stay safe and take care of yourself, your friends and relatives. You never know which day might be the last when you can share some time with them.

This isn't a farewell journal, but I just feel like I needed to take some weight off my heart. I'm kinda tired of all this...

I'll be cleaning my list of blocked users here -- just in case of someone would want to say anything. I appreciate it either way.

Thank you for staying with me. Love you 💜