I have plenty of ideas, but no motivation to draw or create anything. I have a lot of executive dysfunction issues when I'm unmedicated, unfortunately. Not much intrinsic motivation here, unfortunately ^^; I always seem to prove myself wrong when I make statements like that, so maybe typing this will lead to me drawing. I definitely have an idea for an updated fursona. Just one, so far.

In the summer I had an idea for a different dragon, but the longer I was home the less and less I was able to draw. I'm home for good now since I graduated from college last November, so I haven't drawn in a long while. I had an idea for a new dragon, but that didn't work out. I was barely able to draw it then :s None of my ideas worked and it felt like I didn't know what I was doing anymore, and eventually I lost the spark. Eventually I created a sad character that was less of a sona and more how I felt. I guess I'll post that. I was barely able to doodle it and it still isn't perfect, but it's alright.

Anyway, I have another idea now. Maybe once I have my medication I'll find a way to draw it. I really don't feel like I can draw anymore. There's a lot I can't do here... I don't even have a desk or table or good lighting to work with. I'd love to be able to draw again, but this really isn't a good place for it xmx My creative limbs just don't work anymore, it seems.