So yeah I'm back to college. 2 days into it actually. The Break is over, not that it really was a break from everything... more or less time off.

I'll be honest, I'm loosing steam both online and in my day to day life. I honestly don't know where I am going or what I am doing. Motivation is the biggest struggle for me right now and I might just have to keep resting for my motivation to come back. Sadly I'm worried it never will come back, and I'm worried how others perceive me. I know everyone says its ok I haven't been productive, but like, its still makes me feel like shit for completing nothing for months. Hopefully things start looking up for the upcoming months. Dunno when my next upload will be.