Hello hello everybody it's been a while since I've made a journal so I'll let you know what's been going on with me I feel like my life right now is at a crossroad I've made some progress but I still don't feel I'm at where I want to be.

I know that covid has kind of torn our country into I mean God damn it you know there are some people I've known for a few years that when this happened they just I don't even know who they are anymore I know people who are taught professionals that have their own businesses or have been in the public eye or have been caretakers of some people and they're like ranting against the vaccine and when I hear and see this stuff I'm like what the hell.

You know a while back at Thanksgiving a girl who was attending the Thanksgiving dinner that my mother's pastor was having because he was feeding his flock and she was like one reason I don't come here is because they don't believe in the rapture.

Now I will give you all a little bit of a history buff the rapture in the so-called Christian Bible is when the apocalypse happens and all the faithful are saved and I guess somehow flung to heaven while the non-believers and the centers are left on Earth to deal with the incoming demons and apocalypse and whatever

LOL that was a funny movie that I saw a few years back that was actually of that where Satan or what was it oh yes I believe it was the Antichrist he came and he looked like a total douche and it was a very parody take on the actual apocalypse.

If it's one thing that made me realize if the apocalypse does happen there's always going to still be douches. No I like so many people have been fighting depression and dealing with advanced isolation some people have been able to cope but we all need to understand something every decade or few decades or whatever our society goes through the tremendous change a change that flings us in A whole New world this happens now and then and when it does happen people have to adjust and get to it.

I think the new South Park movie The return of covid explains this best covid happened and it will always happen I think instead of trying to prevent it or even trying to deny it we need to accept that it happened and we need to come to terms with it and we need to all better prepare how we deal with it and deal with each other while in it.

I do have some good news I'm going to go see a good friend of mine that lives in North Dakota so any furries that live in the American North please let me know who you are we might be able to hang out.

And if anybody wants to be in any artwork with me please let me know I'm going to be getting maybe one or two pictures of my alligator girl soon