The last Three Years of my Life have just been chaotic....at best and I hate thinking about whenever I have time. A Lot of people have trusted me and I let a lot of them down. I apologizes to anyone who I have let down.

I only can promise you I am doing better and trying to be better .....I want to be happy just like everyone else and I hope to make new friends and go to the doctor and the mental doctor to just talk and get help.
I really am happy with my new job....it offers benefits and insurance.........hmmm I also plan on getting artwork again and i have contacted some artist to commision them.

I also ask if I reach out to you please dont give up on me my friends....i just want connection...I have truly found and met someone amazing people in this life