Got some money now.....
3 years ago
My Politics and Social views are ideas that I believe work. If something does not work I call it out.
The job fucked me royally so I’m pissed as hell cant sleep.
Been working like crazy, when Trump got in business went through the roof now with Biden other areas closed and we have to pick up the slack.
Well some supers need me to work and others don’t. I was given a great review last week and demoted today. I have no idea what is at play here but it’s past time to look out for myself.
I am going to spend my money wisely and take time off to do art. Too many eggs in one basket. Too much work and not enough growth.
Working hard is just not enough for some people and I was doing sixty to eighty hours a week.
I need study time as well as finishing big pieces!
Off next week I’m going to clean myself off.
Been working like crazy, when Trump got in business went through the roof now with Biden other areas closed and we have to pick up the slack.
Well some supers need me to work and others don’t. I was given a great review last week and demoted today. I have no idea what is at play here but it’s past time to look out for myself.
I am going to spend my money wisely and take time off to do art. Too many eggs in one basket. Too much work and not enough growth.
Working hard is just not enough for some people and I was doing sixty to eighty hours a week.
I need study time as well as finishing big pieces!
Off next week I’m going to clean myself off.
I walked away from a 100k a year job with great bennies becuase I had 0 life and hated going to work everyday for 2 years.
Had a similar situation many years ago: they treated me poorly, overwhelmed me with duties, but wouldn't recognize what I was doing or let me leave (I was active duty at the time). They were using me as a workhorse so my single mother cow-orkers could have greater freedoms to handle their personal lives. When I finally did leave, a guy I knew still there later reported that the office fell apart because nothing was getting done.
Well I feel like I committed the sin of trust once again.
But your rabid political obsessions are a red herring. This is the fault of unrestrained capitalism. The pandemic meant that the corporations told their slaves to get lost and go die. Now that business has begun again their slaves are all gone. The workforce finally had time to do the math and realized they were spending more on fuel/daycare/etc. than they were making as wage-slaves.
So the few people who are left get abused, because raising pay is just not acceptable. I don't know who you work for, but odds are good your management team has orders from the highest level that if a worker gets a good review there needs to be a second, awful one just to keep the worker down. Some big box stores literally go out of their way to fire people just so they can re-hire them later with a "you're lucky we let you come back." All to stop them from getting raises or worse, organizing and unionizing. That's not exaggeration that's corporate policy.
Good luck, hope you fine a better job. Hell, I hope you find a better job and your current place throws an even bigger raise to get you to stay.
Anyway thanks for the kinder words!😃
Im just going to do what’s good for me!
I've been wanting to go full 3D but just couldn't get going because every time I tried to learn it, I'd go 50+ hours. I do take an "art vacation" every April and September where I don't draw, so again, I'm gonna try to at least learn to model a base character form and maybe even try to modify a preexisting model from either Poser 3D or Daz3D if I can't do it by hand in Blender.
I'm desperate to make my characters and everything else in 3D. I was even considering stopping drawing together just to learn.
If the situation at work doesn't improve soon, I'm going to look for another one. I'll probably take a pay hit but the benefit to my mind and body might be worth it.
If nothing changes soon, I may just abandon 3D modeling and even hand drawn art altogether. This job is going to kill my art passion, it's determined to.