For a few days now I’ve not been feeling very well (again). I hate my body for how it always makes me feel restricted. At the moment I can’t focus very well and feelings of dizziness and nausea keep coming and going. There’s other things too but those are probably the main issue right now. Most of the time I’ve just been trying to distract myself because there’s not much else I feel able to do and I keep fucking up even small things anyway. Aggravating.

This morning I thought that I might be able to stream later tonight and now it’s not really looking like it’s going that way. Sorry for not updating on anything the last few days. Honestly even though it’s only been a few days it already feels like I’m falling behind too much on things and I hate not getting any work done on any art either.

I forget what else I was going to say… Ugh.