Life can be simple again. It doesn't mean anything as to what people say about your way of life, but if you're not allowed to be yourself then just be yourself anyway. You can't be anyone else, but that doesn't mean try to recapture their work every once in a while or create your own. Nothing is original anymore, so what's the difference between reality and what you think it is? Go out there and work it out, and then talk to someone about your life and see what they say you might be able to do. Take some bits of advice from others and apply it to your existence.