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Leaving, maybe...
3 years ago
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I don't know...some Very sad news has befallen me and I cannot help but feel hurt and lost right now.
I just don't know.... It seems like everytime I begin to feel comfortable and can truly be myself with someone they leave.
I've already suffered one Huge heart breaking blow when Fang's left and now Corrilly has said she's leaving....what the Hell?
How many times will I have to endure this pain?
My Dearest and closest friends are all leaving me one by one and I don't know how much more of this pain I can endure.
I just don't know..... I'm going to need time to digest this and have a good cry.
What's the point in having friends Especially close friends if they all start fading away or leaving you?
This is the very reason why I have trouble forming close friendships/relationships with people because in the end they Always end up leaving...and that is a pain I've had to endure my entire life.
I just want to go hide under a rock and never come out again....😔😢
I just don't know.... It seems like everytime I begin to feel comfortable and can truly be myself with someone they leave.
I've already suffered one Huge heart breaking blow when Fang's left and now Corrilly has said she's leaving....what the Hell?
How many times will I have to endure this pain?
My Dearest and closest friends are all leaving me one by one and I don't know how much more of this pain I can endure.
I just don't know..... I'm going to need time to digest this and have a good cry.
What's the point in having friends Especially close friends if they all start fading away or leaving you?
This is the very reason why I have trouble forming close friendships/relationships with people because in the end they Always end up leaving...and that is a pain I've had to endure my entire life.
I just want to go hide under a rock and never come out again....😔😢
...maybe we can have a little voice chat, Zidders, you and me, sometime today? If you feel like it? I'm on Telegram and Discord. Y'know, just having someone to talk to helps ~v~
We can talk on telegram, note me you screen name and I'll add you.
You are truly the one who I can trust and love without exception or fear.
Thank you love, thank you for always being here for me and taking such great care of your draggy.
Things happen and we all make mistakes, some have farther reaching consequences than others and some just genuinely hurt, but with all mistakes there are lessons to be learned and no matter how painful those lessons may be they will always help us to discover who we truly are.
It seems I've made some mistakes in who I hold close to my heart.
I know you're one I can trust and I love you to death for that very reason. You are such a Dear and sweet friend to me and I simply cannot thank you enough for Always standing by me and being there when I need you most.
I've learned my hard lesson of truth in all of this and I know you're right.
Your draggy's not going anywhere love, just made some bad decisions is all.
I trust you above anyone and could never leave you.
In fact I'm going to cling to you like a spider monkey on a circus peanut!
I love you my sweet Foxy Fox and always will. You are the sweetest and most beautiful person I have ever known, I would never do anything to hurt you or shake your trust. I love so very much Foxy!💕
You are right and I have misjudged what I thought was a close and loving relationship. These lessons as hard as they may be must be learned, sometimes at a very high and painful price.
I'm not going anywhere as I want to see you blossom into the incredible artist I know you are.
After ripping off the bandaid a handful of times, I guess we find the handful of people who stick around.
I could not have said better myself love. We must always be mindful of those we let in to bond with.
You have always been and continue be golden to me. You are Truly a dear friend.
I've decided I'm not going anywhere instead I shall exercise more caution in who I let into my inner sanctum.
And, your decision is your decision. But come what may, I'm not going anywhere. Just gonna lurk in my burrow till hell and high water.
You are the most logical person I have ever known.
After much deliberation I've decided I'm not going anywhere, I have those like yourself who reciprocate the love and affection I show to you.
This has been a Very Rude awakening to how blind one can be and how careful one must be when removing the walls that protect their inner sanctum from the one's who are undeserving of these privileges.
I know I have you and many more who care deeply for and about me.
I fear I have been played a fool and have allowed my self to be hurt when I should have been more careful who I let in.
Live long, and prosper (Two things dragons do naturally if ever there were.)
And what do you mean "If ever there were" huh? I'm here aren't I?
*Flashes my big Fang's at you*
While it's your choice, I'm sure you'd make new friends on here. Sometimes life changes, and we have to adjust. Maybe you two can keep in contact through another place or medium?
I'm still here, after a decade. So many accounts have been left or abandoned in that time. But sometimes...sometimes they come back.
You're absolutely right and I've decided to move forward as there are many here you love and care about me, yourself included.
Sometimes we invest too much of ourselves into a person only to have them throw it back in your face but these things happen and when they do it is Then that we discover who our True friends and loved ones are.
I've decided I'm not going anywhere, only replacing the Walls that once protected me from such things.
Sometimes they don't throw it back, sometimes people just move on from a place. Just remember more stay then go, usually.
Leave some holes in your wall for deliveries. Otherwise how will you get pizza delivery? :o
This is Sooo true. And the lessons learned are very hard sometimes.
O.O Pizza?!
(Just kidding, spooks!)
Yeah, they are.
Yeah, how will you get it without holes in your wall? :o
Hmmm..... Thrown over the top like a frisbee?
Risky, if the box flops open or it lands downside-up on the ground.
Risky yes, but draggy likes living on the edge. 😜
Unfortunately, the pizza box won't land that way. X3
Dirty peeping Tom.
Try it. Look up your account, and this journal title. It will be visible. That's why I keep my personal info personal, especially on others' journals. (Also, recent searches of yours on FA's search function also show when you type the keywords in a search engine. But that may be the search engine cookies, not indexing.)
I don't know about your faves, but if they can see your account, they can see those, unless you hide them in another setting, or at least any above General, if you want a clean image online.
My DA has been disabled and closed as I never go there anymore and hav grown tired of the crapfest I've seen there the last couple of times.
You're definitely the one to contact on such issues, I'm just glad you're on My side!☺️
Interesting that it still shows in a search. FA has something they don't.
Nah, I just retain semi-useful and useless information. XD
While I appreciate the link I doubt I'll set for hours looking through old journals to discover what you have just told me.
Aww, but is "fun"! Just look on the left side of the Journals tab, and you can skim the synopsis of them to find the right one.
Sounds watery....
Have you tried Progreso brand?
They're soup's cost a few cents more but are Very well worth it!
Though it seems when they lower one, they raise the other.
Though if soup gets any thinner they'll just have to call it "meat flavored water with noodle texturing."
Ingredients "Water with bouillon cubes added for flavor".
Draggy keeps a salt lick on the table in ace of a salt shaker...just cause.
And dragons need salt too silly otherwise we couldn't be salty to all Trolls.😋
Don't worry I'm not going anywhere.
It was all a Huge misunderstanding on top of an emotional collapse, I'm okay now.
I Love You Sweetie!❤️
You're so very kind to me, the world needs more of you in it love.
You too are very kind and cute, Dar :3
It was all a Huge misunderstanding on top of an emotional collapse resulting from way too much stress in real life.
You are right some have left because they never ment to stay or became too close for their personal comfort. Thankfully this was not the case this time and I am even more thankful that I have such a kind and loving friend as yourself. It is hard to find such kind people to today so when I do find them I hold onto them as long as I can.
I try hard to surround myself with positive thinking sincere people for we are all surrounded by so much negativity these days and and negativity only brings us down and hurt's us on a deeper level.💕
It was all a Huge misunderstanding combined with an emotional collapse due to being overly stressed.
Don't worry love I'm not going anywhere, it was just a huge misunderstanding.
I'm sorry I never meant to scare you love.