Ok! Lets Talk! (vent)
3 years ago
Ok so I really have to bring this up because I am finding this as an issue that not only goes away, but keep reoccurring and so I have to just bring it to everyone's attention and if I offend some people then I am truly sorry.
So I think it is fair to say alot of people like the things I commission whether it be the characters themselves or just the clowny art work I get. Some of it is because of diapers and some might be because of certain nsfw pieces I have gotten and I am truely greatful, not only to the artist who made them, but to the people who favorite, comment, and watch me because of them. This goes to everyone who watches me on youtube or catches me streaming games (Now streaming Monday, Tuesday, and Saturday at 7pm MDT). What I am happy for any fans I have out there, but I must ask people to not only manage their expectations, but please just treat me as a normal person. Especially since I wanna open up my own discord soon for my streaming and gaming soon.
Ok first thing I got to say is I don't RP, at least 99% of people, I do for 1 or 2 people because honestly these rps are quiet literally the same thing over and over again where my pokesona or fursona turns someone's sona into a clown and trust me when I say It is literally EVERY RP! So please just be willing to accept this and if I ever do agree to rp with you just be patient because I am very busy and I may not always respond right away and I have had people be very impatient with me and this is a BIG BIG turn off.
Second thing is don't and again DONT blow up my discord. I deleted my first discord when I added to many random people who ultimately were making me to uncomfortable and didn't have a good reason to get rid of them and I told myself I really should be limiting myself on who I should be adding and I feel like I have been way to laid back on the lately. I keep my phone on me while I work because my mom has a spinel injury and my four nieces are all high risk for covid (2 prone to seizures, 1 is a diabetic, 1 has kidney failure). However the rules of my job are strict on no phones on your person while working and someone spammed my discord while I was working and not only had my phone confiscated, but I was written up because of it. Needless to say, this person is no long on my discord. Living on a farm, accidents can happen at anytime so it is important I have my phone on me and even when I am not working, blowing up my discord is kinda rude. If I don't respond then I am BUSY!
Another thing that drives me absolutely crazy is I appreciate what everyone does for me, but please keep yourself on a leash. Doing things such as tracing over someone's art to give to me or telling someone who is tunneling or stream sniping me to go kill themselves is Completely unacceptable and I don't approve of these kind of actions. Please just don't do this, no one owes me anything (except all those people I commissioned).
And finally on the note of leashing yourself and a big one. DO NOT! and I repeat; DO NOT! Try to find me on other websites besides FA, Youtube, Twitch, or Discord. Again I appreciate everyone who watches and enjoys the stuff I commission or content I post, but there have been times where some people go way to deep into the rabbit hole. Even one person who has gone far enough to find me on Facebook. I don't use Facebook alot, but I do use it to keep tabs on my niece who goes to alot of figuring skating events that I can't attend because of my job, check up on my mother, friends in our local yugioh community, and even my brother who I haven't seen in almost 10 years and the idea of someone going so far into looking this stuff up is really unsettling and (sorry) down right disturbing. So Just don't do it.
Again, manage your expectations, I have done very little in my life to be worthy of praise and please keep yourself under control. I am just a normal furry like most people on here. Everyone has their own spice and flavor and mine is being a clown and entertainer. I would rather be viewed as a friend or another furry then have "fans".
So I think it is fair to say alot of people like the things I commission whether it be the characters themselves or just the clowny art work I get. Some of it is because of diapers and some might be because of certain nsfw pieces I have gotten and I am truely greatful, not only to the artist who made them, but to the people who favorite, comment, and watch me because of them. This goes to everyone who watches me on youtube or catches me streaming games (Now streaming Monday, Tuesday, and Saturday at 7pm MDT). What I am happy for any fans I have out there, but I must ask people to not only manage their expectations, but please just treat me as a normal person. Especially since I wanna open up my own discord soon for my streaming and gaming soon.
Ok first thing I got to say is I don't RP, at least 99% of people, I do for 1 or 2 people because honestly these rps are quiet literally the same thing over and over again where my pokesona or fursona turns someone's sona into a clown and trust me when I say It is literally EVERY RP! So please just be willing to accept this and if I ever do agree to rp with you just be patient because I am very busy and I may not always respond right away and I have had people be very impatient with me and this is a BIG BIG turn off.
Second thing is don't and again DONT blow up my discord. I deleted my first discord when I added to many random people who ultimately were making me to uncomfortable and didn't have a good reason to get rid of them and I told myself I really should be limiting myself on who I should be adding and I feel like I have been way to laid back on the lately. I keep my phone on me while I work because my mom has a spinel injury and my four nieces are all high risk for covid (2 prone to seizures, 1 is a diabetic, 1 has kidney failure). However the rules of my job are strict on no phones on your person while working and someone spammed my discord while I was working and not only had my phone confiscated, but I was written up because of it. Needless to say, this person is no long on my discord. Living on a farm, accidents can happen at anytime so it is important I have my phone on me and even when I am not working, blowing up my discord is kinda rude. If I don't respond then I am BUSY!
Another thing that drives me absolutely crazy is I appreciate what everyone does for me, but please keep yourself on a leash. Doing things such as tracing over someone's art to give to me or telling someone who is tunneling or stream sniping me to go kill themselves is Completely unacceptable and I don't approve of these kind of actions. Please just don't do this, no one owes me anything (except all those people I commissioned).
And finally on the note of leashing yourself and a big one. DO NOT! and I repeat; DO NOT! Try to find me on other websites besides FA, Youtube, Twitch, or Discord. Again I appreciate everyone who watches and enjoys the stuff I commission or content I post, but there have been times where some people go way to deep into the rabbit hole. Even one person who has gone far enough to find me on Facebook. I don't use Facebook alot, but I do use it to keep tabs on my niece who goes to alot of figuring skating events that I can't attend because of my job, check up on my mother, friends in our local yugioh community, and even my brother who I haven't seen in almost 10 years and the idea of someone going so far into looking this stuff up is really unsettling and (sorry) down right disturbing. So Just don't do it.
Again, manage your expectations, I have done very little in my life to be worthy of praise and please keep yourself under control. I am just a normal furry like most people on here. Everyone has their own spice and flavor and mine is being a clown and entertainer. I would rather be viewed as a friend or another furry then have "fans".
Best of wishes to you! 🥺🧡
All I can say is that I know you are busy and I hope that most of it is filled with positive experiences for you, Spectre. I guess what I liked about your account here and DA in the past have been your passion for the circus Pokémon as I personally also simply find such fun and fancy things sweet. It's just kinda sad of how rare one gets to meet somebody with somewhat similar tastes, said even though given by your info, I assume there is quite a hidden community there.
Whatever there will be for you with creating more of your own projects, I wish you a lot of fun will come from it for you. ^_^
I'm sorry we never talk and sorry if I ever done any of that to you
I always thought you were a cool guy and nice to know, but it's shocking that someone who is just nice and gets a lot of cute art commissions would be put through that sort of wringer.
I hope folks get the picture. o.o
I pray they do, I really do