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Year of Hell Fire
4 years ago
What a f***ing fireball of a day. My job manipulated my days off, my sports team lost (Practically threw) the division championship, I am paranoid as there are signs of tampering on my nieces christmas present which was delievered by mail today, and to make it all worse; My dad left me at work when he arrived to pick me up, then decided to tell my mom to just leave me stranded because I was late helping my manager for 5 minutes. SHIT AND THAT WAS JUST TODAY! LETS NOT GET STARTED WITH THIS YEAR!
Ok, ok, this isn't a vent journal. we are less then 2 weeks out from making it to 2021 and with that I would like to say congratulations and to please keep holding on. We are almost through this year of hell and hopefully this dark year will pass. I miss traveling for pokemon tourneys, I miss chasing that sky as I please, I wanted to thank everyone for keeping me going this year. There were so many times I hit my lowest point like today, but the reality is I am still here, I still stand everyday and you do too. My parents are so content with shutting the world out, but no matter where you are in this world we are getting through this together. I lost alot of close friends this year, lost faith in a few, but those people are behind me and I want to move forward with the people who matter the most to me.
Those who remembered my birthday I really wanna shout out to because it ment the world to me. My birthday was kind of a train wreck also when your dad and sister get a cake, but when you don't get one because your parents wanted a 3rd pie for thanksgiving (and no I didn't get to pick out the pie) or get the opportunity to sleep in and not have to take care of the animals you don't own, it kinda hit an emotional part of me, then all these wonderful friends of mine who simply just wrote happy birthday made my dad and bigger thanks to those who went out of my way to do something for me. It made managing those emotions alot easier. Those who remembered really reminded me who my best friends are.
I tihnk 2020 was a bit of a wake up call, at the beginning of the year I was so into pokemon and going to Dallas, but after that I haven't touched pokemon sense, but instead played alot of TemTem and Nexomon. I haven't abandon pokemon or my ocs, but I would be ready for a big circus full of TemTem, Nexomon, and pokemon coming in 2020 and my goal for next year is to try (The KEY WORD IS TRY) to upload one piece of art every week featuring one or more ocs blogging about their new circus adventures around the new pokemon world starting with Unova.
Each month either Alex, Spectre, Davis, or Quinn will make a post and the other 3 weeks of the month will be posted by a member of the circus (these pictures will be treated like blogs from each member). The circus will leave Unova in July so please let me know where you wanna see go next and any ideas you have for the months ahead. (providing this idea lasts)
January
-Davis(Casual): New years
-???(circus):
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-??? (CircusOrCasual):
Ok, ok, this isn't a vent journal. we are less then 2 weeks out from making it to 2021 and with that I would like to say congratulations and to please keep holding on. We are almost through this year of hell and hopefully this dark year will pass. I miss traveling for pokemon tourneys, I miss chasing that sky as I please, I wanted to thank everyone for keeping me going this year. There were so many times I hit my lowest point like today, but the reality is I am still here, I still stand everyday and you do too. My parents are so content with shutting the world out, but no matter where you are in this world we are getting through this together. I lost alot of close friends this year, lost faith in a few, but those people are behind me and I want to move forward with the people who matter the most to me.
Those who remembered my birthday I really wanna shout out to because it ment the world to me. My birthday was kind of a train wreck also when your dad and sister get a cake, but when you don't get one because your parents wanted a 3rd pie for thanksgiving (and no I didn't get to pick out the pie) or get the opportunity to sleep in and not have to take care of the animals you don't own, it kinda hit an emotional part of me, then all these wonderful friends of mine who simply just wrote happy birthday made my dad and bigger thanks to those who went out of my way to do something for me. It made managing those emotions alot easier. Those who remembered really reminded me who my best friends are.
I tihnk 2020 was a bit of a wake up call, at the beginning of the year I was so into pokemon and going to Dallas, but after that I haven't touched pokemon sense, but instead played alot of TemTem and Nexomon. I haven't abandon pokemon or my ocs, but I would be ready for a big circus full of TemTem, Nexomon, and pokemon coming in 2020 and my goal for next year is to try (The KEY WORD IS TRY) to upload one piece of art every week featuring one or more ocs blogging about their new circus adventures around the new pokemon world starting with Unova.
Each month either Alex, Spectre, Davis, or Quinn will make a post and the other 3 weeks of the month will be posted by a member of the circus (these pictures will be treated like blogs from each member). The circus will leave Unova in July so please let me know where you wanna see go next and any ideas you have for the months ahead. (providing this idea lasts)
January
-Davis(Casual): New years
-???(circus):
-??? (casual)):
-??? (CircusOrCasual):
I hope you can get put of that living situation soon, a family that cares so little doesnt seem healthy.