I wonder...
3 years ago
A lot. It's what I do with most my time. Thinking, pondering, speculating... just wondering in general.
Do I ever get tired of wondering? Yes, definitely. But stopping your thoughts is not an easy task. There are of course many ways, but a lot of them are somewhat to very harmful. I would rather not go down that path. It usually 3nds up an awful mess that I won't be able to clean up. Others can, but not me.
Difficult to clean messes without thoughts.
I need them. They are important, even if they annoy me from time to time... most of the time. Much like shoes. I don't want them, but neither do I want broken glass in my feet. That's much worse than wearing shoes. I had a dream about that once. It was incredibly uncomfortable. Painful, dare I say.
Oh well. Not much to be done that I am willing to do. Let's keep it up.
Do I ever get tired of wondering? Yes, definitely. But stopping your thoughts is not an easy task. There are of course many ways, but a lot of them are somewhat to very harmful. I would rather not go down that path. It usually 3nds up an awful mess that I won't be able to clean up. Others can, but not me.
Difficult to clean messes without thoughts.
I need them. They are important, even if they annoy me from time to time... most of the time. Much like shoes. I don't want them, but neither do I want broken glass in my feet. That's much worse than wearing shoes. I had a dream about that once. It was incredibly uncomfortable. Painful, dare I say.
Oh well. Not much to be done that I am willing to do. Let's keep it up.

CoolHipster678
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Most of my time, when I have nothing else to do, I find myself thinking, about things that trigger emotions in me, very strong emotions, just by thinking, I get anxious, angry, sad, depressed even. I somehow always think about the future, and it's always dark and hopeless, then I wake up, get off my train of thoughts, so fast that it always leave me with a heavy headache and a bit of nausea, and I rest my eyes, partially relieved, that all of the thibgs I have seen are just speculations and theories driven by my emotions, and I try to rest it off or distract myself. I know it's important to think about the future too, but it is not always an easy and happy task to do...