I wasn't spell checked for the name of my blog so I looked it up. I guess it means proportional fear? I just liked the "noise" it made. Lol.

Anyway, I think I got my spark back but we'll see. I'm gonna get a battery for my USB mouse and tinker with pixels but I can't promise I'll post anything. I've struggled with pixels for a long time and gave up a few years back. So my triumphant return may not be so... Triumphant.

I have a new vision though. I drew, Maynard like 3 times and Ozzy once. The Ozzy and all previous attempts at Maynard were bad though. I liked my Wine Cellar piece of Maynard out of all of that.

Anyway. Digressing. I want to return to trying to draw musicians or famous people I like. Idk why... Maybe because they put themselves out there so the ref pics are like water.

This doesn't mean I'm not into my furry art though. It just means that I have new aim. And this new aim is inspiring. Having just done Caleb Shomo as a Carebear really pulled me back in. Flickie was explaining to me I got his bandanna wrong tho. He wears a specific one. I didn't know that, lol, I was just trying to make the colors work. I had a vision and I went for it.

My story will probably never be written. I had chapters on my Google Docs for a long time but they're meaningless to me. I can't work them into working Graphic Novel pages. I might still draw my cast doing cast things and whatever but idk. I think I have to shelve that dream. But I'm not putting it down without new visions. I just need a smaller story. Something more easily contained. And I can also reuse the majority of my cast since their persona and look are devised. Just because I haven't drawn them doesn't mean idk what they look like, lol.