Larger Update and Free Things in July
3 years ago
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Good day. I hope you all have been well and taking care of each other during these trying times. I’ve been having quite a stress-induced start to my year. There are a variety of factors that have affected me not being online and active with writing and I owe it to those who do care a reason as to why.
I am going through a breakup. I’ve been with this boy for 9 years and I've withered down as a person and found that I am unhappy with them. I also have come to understand I need to be alone to build myself up again. It has always been a struggle with him but he isn’t good for me. It’s not a good partnership and he has caused a lot of pain to me mentally and increased my stress. I’m not who I want to be when he is around. I have been staying away 4 days out of the week to have space and time away till he moves out because I need me time. Even now, writing this I am at a local library. I want so badly to move forward and rebuild myself into a better person and find happiness again. That is my ultimate goal.
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As you may know, writing is my true escape but due to stress and living situations, it has been far harder to take the time to do so. I haven’t even been able to do my own personal projects because of the stress and depression over the past few months. It’s been heavy on me to the point of having pressure headaches and body soreness. I’m physically sick from all my mental strain.
I am hoping for things to settle by June and be in a better place as well as a safer state of mind. I am looking forward to the changes I have planned for my apartment and my lifestyle. I also am looking forward to writing more. I want nothing more than to write my little heart out and knowing it is on the horizon has me optimistic. I’m so ready.
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I plan to do a 3-way free giveaway in July so stay tuned for that. I’m hoping to post something about it on July 3rd . So, keep an eye open for that if you like free things!
Thank you all so much for your patience and support.
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Totally understandable. Take all the time you need to get your feet back under you