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New Year; New Me. Change is Needed
4 years ago
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https://ko-fi.com/yudan333
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✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧It's a new near and a new saga in my life to do better and be better. This last year has been an array of up and down and in all honesty, it has been so difficult- to the point where I did try to off myself. I am in a much better place now. There is no danger of myself being in that situation again. It has opened my eyes to a lot and I realize I can put that behind me happily. From November of last year to the end of 2021 had a traumatic change for me especially in terms of finances. In short; my partner is an idiot and jobless and I am taking care of finances on my own. Unemployment is not helping much. This has put a serious strain on my own personal mental health and well-being to the point where I am struggling more now than ever. Come Feb. they may no longer live with me if there is no resolution.
This is why I have been pushing commissions for writing as hard as I can as it's something I enjoy and I love to treat others with something nice. It's a dying art; writing, but I think a certain amount of people still have an appreciation for it. It also allows me to escape my reality which has become harder and harder to face on a day-to-day basis. I find myself reading and delving into my writing as a means of distraction. Otherwise, I will be 'doom-scrolling' on Instagram or Twitter. Something that has caused more damage than good. As much as I like to think I enjoy reality, it's not honestly something I want to experience anymore. There are only a few select friends I would reach out to or be too drained from work and home to bother. Oftentimes even sleep is a means of escape for me.
✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧Now, is the time to put old away and build a new foundation into bettering myself and trying to take care of myself at all costs so that I do not fall back into old habits and dispair. I need to treat myself better and stop putting myself down. I don't deserve to be treated so badly and take shit from people. I've started to stand up for myself because my sense of self-preservation has been challenged. I'm exhausted from my own self-doubt and pain. So my answer is to write more for my own sake. Because that's what I need to do to keep myself alive.
So I'll be releasing YCH stories that I come up with and they will be sold at a slightly lower rate since it is going off of my idea and direction. My prices will still stay where they are as they are reasonable for my skillset.
All of my commission details can be found here:
See my TOS and Commission info here:
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/afp6.....srdldth5432xvn
In my footer is my channel where I will post most of my writings and keep subscribers updated.
My Ko-fi is open for donations. Anyone who donates will get a written piece regardless. If you allow me that is. Otherwise, I do have monthly subscriptions there which are available with different options. Anything helps put food on the table, electricity on, and a roof over my head. So I appreciate anyone who helps me do this. Don't get me wrong I bust ass at work and work OT to try and make ends meet but I'm burnt out; just like a majority of the rest of us. Suffer through, and endure. And I'm hoping to get some certificates and chase another profession because I deserve it.
✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧So with my rambling aside and rant as well. Here is a list of upcoming items:
✯ Ankor and Ali Mini-series will continue next week and likely have 4 more chapters (TBD)
✯ YCH pieces will be listed later tomorrow night and It will be an ongoing template and grow over time.
✯ Polls for what mini-series to do next (Note: I need 2 weeks after each to build backlog and brainstorm)
✯ Bi-monthly raffles for small writing pieces. (Note: likely under 3k words but free of charge) [First one in FEB]
✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧⋄⋆⋅⋆⋄✧If you made it this far, thank you so much. And best of luck to you and all that you do
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/afp6.....srdldth5432xvn
Forgot to update- done n done