So, would anyone like a commission? I'm open to anything. If not that's ok too. Work kinda messed up my hours this month so stuffs a little tight. If I disappear for about a week, that'll be why. It would probably happen closer to the first of the month. I was just hoping to avoid a reconnect fee.

I'm studying to get my pharmacy tech certification so I can get into a hospital and abandon my crummy retail job. I have a lot of fears about doing this but I've been denied Disability for over 10 years now. And I can't afford living this way. So, I have to try to get a real job. I didn't like the retail aspects of being in the pharmacy in the past but I did like being a part of the pharmacy team.

My grandma is gonna help me financially, which isn't a whole lot, just the study materials and test cost. I have some of the study books now. I just have to make mental time to read it. Ugh.

I hadn't said anything sooner because I wasn't making as much progress on this as I thought I should be, but now that my neck/shoulder is feeling a little better, sitting and reading will be easier.