How things have been going
3 years ago
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Not a whole lot to update on since my last journal.
I'm still not recovered from the COVID. I can barely do anything. I get anywhere from 4-45 mins of activity before my entire body hurts, I'm out of breath and feel like I am tired and exhausted.
Still waiting on a determination from Disability to see if I can get benefits to cover the past year I've been out of work. could be another 6 weeks from now.
I'm trying to be as active as I can to fight back on the weight gain due to not being able to really workout at all, and that's not going great. slowly walking is about all I can really do, and I can't do that for long. We generally try to go to the park nearby and walk around the track (which is about 0.6 miles) and maybe throw a frisbee around a bit. it's not a lot, but the next 2 days I am crazy sore in all my joints and am in pain for the entire day.
Doctors don't have anything for me. They tell me it just takes time, and there's not really anything they know of that will help or make it better faster. Just have to wait and see if I recover. I really want to get back to work as soon as I can. so that maybe I will have some chance of building up my finances to try and recover from being out of work for a year. I used up the downpayment I had saved up for my house to live off this whole time, and that's been gone for a while.
So, I really need the lawsuit money to come in fast and disability to get back to me and get me the past years worth of benefits. if I can get those two things, hopefully I should be good and will be less stressed and can try to focus on getting myself back into shape and being able to actually work again.
Hopefully this all works out soon. Not having been able to work this long is driving me crazy. not to mention not being able to really do much of anything musically.
I'm still not recovered from the COVID. I can barely do anything. I get anywhere from 4-45 mins of activity before my entire body hurts, I'm out of breath and feel like I am tired and exhausted.
Still waiting on a determination from Disability to see if I can get benefits to cover the past year I've been out of work. could be another 6 weeks from now.
I'm trying to be as active as I can to fight back on the weight gain due to not being able to really workout at all, and that's not going great. slowly walking is about all I can really do, and I can't do that for long. We generally try to go to the park nearby and walk around the track (which is about 0.6 miles) and maybe throw a frisbee around a bit. it's not a lot, but the next 2 days I am crazy sore in all my joints and am in pain for the entire day.
Doctors don't have anything for me. They tell me it just takes time, and there's not really anything they know of that will help or make it better faster. Just have to wait and see if I recover. I really want to get back to work as soon as I can. so that maybe I will have some chance of building up my finances to try and recover from being out of work for a year. I used up the downpayment I had saved up for my house to live off this whole time, and that's been gone for a while.
So, I really need the lawsuit money to come in fast and disability to get back to me and get me the past years worth of benefits. if I can get those two things, hopefully I should be good and will be less stressed and can try to focus on getting myself back into shape and being able to actually work again.
Hopefully this all works out soon. Not having been able to work this long is driving me crazy. not to mention not being able to really do much of anything musically.

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I wish I could think of anything that would cheer you up. I will say I understand physical and mental pain, anxiety and stress. It sucks. I really hope things turn around for you.