Well...the past few weeks were rather interesting...I don't know how well I can explain this but I'll do the best I can

Since the Summer started I have just been working at my job and resting my mind before the summer classes starts, replaying some old games and bringing up some old memories and gosh...it also reminded me a lot of how I used to be when I was young...

For the longest time I was always afraid of speaking up and interacting with people, due to a lot of bad thoughts I have saying I am awful and interactions and have nothing special to share...it's a tough mentality to shake off only because it's one I've had for so long...and that I didn't realize how bad of a grip it had on me till now...

And for that...I'm sorry Everyone, I feel like I was expressing myself in a way that wasn't natural for myself or anyone...I'm unsure about how I'm going to deal with all this, Maybe I just need some time to myself and try to get to know everyone in a better way then before...Man, what have I been doing with my life for the past ten or so years...

if this all comes off as random rambling...I apologize, I just needed to let it out somewhere or let someone know just so I don't forget...I hope you all have a good day