Regarding the recent lack of posts
3 years ago
Some of you might have noticed that I didn't manage to keep up with my "post one illustration a week" rule. There are several reasons for that, some more minor than others, but I can share the big one:
My father has been diagnosed with a cancer. I'm taking care of everything for him, which in addition to the stuff I have to do on my end, takes a lot of energy.
The news hit me particularly hard, as cancers killed basically half of my family, including my mother; and even if my dad's illness is being treated well, it's very hard for me to look at things in a positive light, and not be sent back to the worst moments of my life.
I've been in a state of stunlock for a couple months now, since we got the news; it's been very hard for me to get enough energy to talk to people, even close friends. I've managed to push through it a couple times to do art or talk to new people, but those come in bursts and cost a lot of energy. I'm slowly going back to normal, but I still can't spend as much time on art as I'd like to, even if I wasn't mentally in a bad place.
Art is not my job yet so I don't have obligations, and I don't expect anyone to have actual expectations of weekly posts, but I wanted to say this so you have a bit more info on what I'm up to.
My father has been diagnosed with a cancer. I'm taking care of everything for him, which in addition to the stuff I have to do on my end, takes a lot of energy.
The news hit me particularly hard, as cancers killed basically half of my family, including my mother; and even if my dad's illness is being treated well, it's very hard for me to look at things in a positive light, and not be sent back to the worst moments of my life.
I've been in a state of stunlock for a couple months now, since we got the news; it's been very hard for me to get enough energy to talk to people, even close friends. I've managed to push through it a couple times to do art or talk to new people, but those come in bursts and cost a lot of energy. I'm slowly going back to normal, but I still can't spend as much time on art as I'd like to, even if I wasn't mentally in a bad place.
Art is not my job yet so I don't have obligations, and I don't expect anyone to have actual expectations of weekly posts, but I wanted to say this so you have a bit more info on what I'm up to.
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May you find strength in these trying times.
Live life without regrets. Spend as much time with your father as you can.
Find some good friends you can talk to, and share how you're feeling. You'll need their support.