Anniversary 2025
4 months ago
General
Hey there, it's been a while.
I couldn't miss ASTRO's anniversary, but I'm not back yet.
In a way, a lot and very little happened since last year. I took an art break for most of it, to try and recuperate. That helped a lot. I'm still struggling with counter-productive thoughts that prevent me from truly enjoying the process of art, but it's miles better than the state I was in two years ago.
But I'm still also dealing with grief and trauma, that hasn't gone away. I don't know if it will ever, at least not entirely. I'm working on it. My partner has been a huge help dealing with all those subjects, preventing me from drowning when I was feeling weak, and propelling me when I was feeling better.
Speaking of working on it, I'm going to start, like, actual art classes, with teachers and all. I think I managed to get very far as a self-taught artist, but I need some structure, both for my motivation and my ADHD. So while the will to start drawing again has come back in the past couple weeks, I really hope that having classes will help me get even more motivated.
And I started working on the game again. It's getting somewhere, and it's gonna be a very personal piece of storytelling and art. Don't expect much right away, but it's currently my main focus when I can manage to do stuff.
Thank you for your patience, and trust me, when I'll be back, it'll be great.
Commemorative Illustration here.
I couldn't miss ASTRO's anniversary, but I'm not back yet.
In a way, a lot and very little happened since last year. I took an art break for most of it, to try and recuperate. That helped a lot. I'm still struggling with counter-productive thoughts that prevent me from truly enjoying the process of art, but it's miles better than the state I was in two years ago.
But I'm still also dealing with grief and trauma, that hasn't gone away. I don't know if it will ever, at least not entirely. I'm working on it. My partner has been a huge help dealing with all those subjects, preventing me from drowning when I was feeling weak, and propelling me when I was feeling better.
Speaking of working on it, I'm going to start, like, actual art classes, with teachers and all. I think I managed to get very far as a self-taught artist, but I need some structure, both for my motivation and my ADHD. So while the will to start drawing again has come back in the past couple weeks, I really hope that having classes will help me get even more motivated.
And I started working on the game again. It's getting somewhere, and it's gonna be a very personal piece of storytelling and art. Don't expect much right away, but it's currently my main focus when I can manage to do stuff.
Thank you for your patience, and trust me, when I'll be back, it'll be great.
Commemorative Illustration here.
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