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3 years ago
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This is mostly for the sake of commissioners and the state of work, but I figure I'd make this post for everyone.
Things have been rough, I have always had some level of anxiety but though I was dealing with it ok. But this year, specifically these last few months things have gotten bad,
Daily panic attacks, lack of sleep and daily nausea have plagued me on and off.
I have been to a few cons as it has been my main source of income as of late, and only just barely held it together some days.
I have sought help, I have talked to my doctor and am looking to get set up with a therapist.
I have started meds that seem to be helping.
But...
This last month specifically has been just the perfect storm of just bad thing after bad thing.
Much is personal and I do not want to get into it.
I had to skip AC and I have spent the last 2 weeks just focusing on myself.
I am doing what I can, things seem to be settling down (crosses fingers). Some days are ok and some are still bad.
I will likely be pretty scarce for a bit, working and doing what I need to do to get some level of control.
I hop to do MWFF, but I doubt I will be attending any events before then.
For my commissioners specifically:
I have updated my Trello: https://trello.com/b/RLzBE7IU/pmoss-commissions
All owed work will be completed as promised, it just may be delayed.
I won't be taking any new work for a while if I can manage, I wanna focus on what I owe.
I do have a few pics from TFF and FWA that were never picked up and I need to get contact info for these people and get their pieces mailed out.
Thank you all for your time, and understanding.
If you have any questions or concerns, please reach out. I may be slow to reply but I will do my best.
Things have been rough, I have always had some level of anxiety but though I was dealing with it ok. But this year, specifically these last few months things have gotten bad,
Daily panic attacks, lack of sleep and daily nausea have plagued me on and off.
I have been to a few cons as it has been my main source of income as of late, and only just barely held it together some days.
I have sought help, I have talked to my doctor and am looking to get set up with a therapist.
I have started meds that seem to be helping.
But...
This last month specifically has been just the perfect storm of just bad thing after bad thing.
Much is personal and I do not want to get into it.
I had to skip AC and I have spent the last 2 weeks just focusing on myself.
I am doing what I can, things seem to be settling down (crosses fingers). Some days are ok and some are still bad.
I will likely be pretty scarce for a bit, working and doing what I need to do to get some level of control.
I hop to do MWFF, but I doubt I will be attending any events before then.
For my commissioners specifically:
I have updated my Trello: https://trello.com/b/RLzBE7IU/pmoss-commissions
All owed work will be completed as promised, it just may be delayed.
I won't be taking any new work for a while if I can manage, I wanna focus on what I owe.
I do have a few pics from TFF and FWA that were never picked up and I need to get contact info for these people and get their pieces mailed out.
Thank you all for your time, and understanding.
If you have any questions or concerns, please reach out. I may be slow to reply but I will do my best.
Im rootin for ya!
I am filling in in various temp positions.
We understand. Life has a way of handing you lemons.
You just need to turn them into lemonade. :)
Take care of you, Pavi. Your health comes first! Never give up.
It's best to watch for side effects but have somebody close that can watch too especially as meds take time.
I can say meds won't catch all of it and having a Therapist helps.
Please be careful. Stay safe and stay as well as you can.
Sorry to hear about the rough patch. I hope things improve for you, just focus on your personal health and well being first and foremost. That is always priority.
*hugs*
You take care of yourself and know that there are several who love you and are here for you!