Surrounded
3 years ago
By people
But ever so lonely
Does nobody talk anymore or is it just me
I haven't had a solid conversation with anyone for what feels like months
And I know it's half my fault, I'm very much awkward and hard to talk to
But on the other hand it always feels like me being the one putting all the energy into the conversation
I'm a simple bean, I don't want much in life, I'm content with a shitty job, working myself to death, not putting a lot of time into hobbies or pass times... I just wanna talk though.
Iunno, it's been a long sleepless night.
Take care friends.
But ever so lonely
Does nobody talk anymore or is it just me
I haven't had a solid conversation with anyone for what feels like months
And I know it's half my fault, I'm very much awkward and hard to talk to
But on the other hand it always feels like me being the one putting all the energy into the conversation
I'm a simple bean, I don't want much in life, I'm content with a shitty job, working myself to death, not putting a lot of time into hobbies or pass times... I just wanna talk though.
Iunno, it's been a long sleepless night.
Take care friends.
I just don't understand if it's just me, or people just don't talk like they used to
Or how to change how / where I am
What I do think though is even if people don't talk all the time they're still there for each other. ♡
Brat. :c
(I actually cleared out my telegram chats which kind of meant I lost a ton of people I chatted too x.x)