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What a month!
3 years ago
The Art Fight is over and I'm back to my regular schedule.
The past month was so much busier than I expected and I didn't draw as much as I wanted.
At work, we're still terribly understaffed and it's starting to affect my mental stability. I'm pretty annoyed because I've been doing quite well over the past months. Now I had my first little breakdown and anxiety is starting to creep in when I'm trying to fall asleep.... ><
On the positive side, I'm pretty busy preparing the final details for our LARP event next month.
Wrote a lot of info about the characters, the story and other things, bought all the stuff for my costume and made some decorative elements and items for the plot.
After a very long pause, I finally got the chance to play some DnD and Cthulhu again, which also helps me to forget the real life stress for a while.
So that's a quick summary of what's been going on.
For those who are interested in getting a commission slot, I'm updating my to-do list today, so I should be able to put up a journal for new ones tomorrow.
The past month was so much busier than I expected and I didn't draw as much as I wanted.
At work, we're still terribly understaffed and it's starting to affect my mental stability. I'm pretty annoyed because I've been doing quite well over the past months. Now I had my first little breakdown and anxiety is starting to creep in when I'm trying to fall asleep.... ><
On the positive side, I'm pretty busy preparing the final details for our LARP event next month.
Wrote a lot of info about the characters, the story and other things, bought all the stuff for my costume and made some decorative elements and items for the plot.
After a very long pause, I finally got the chance to play some DnD and Cthulhu again, which also helps me to forget the real life stress for a while.
So that's a quick summary of what's been going on.
For those who are interested in getting a commission slot, I'm updating my to-do list today, so I should be able to put up a journal for new ones tomorrow.
Ganz schlecht wenn sich der Stress auf Arbeit so tief in dich frisst, das er dir noch durch den Kopf geht, wenn du einschlafen möchtest. Irgendwann ist auch die stärkste Löwin niedergeschlagen. Die schlimme Zeit kommt doch erstnoch, was soll das werden, wenn es schon im Sommer so los geht. Suche dir hier rechtzeitig Hilfe, den du kennst dich sicher gut genug.
It's great that you have something to look forward to next month. ^^
It really is! Even when you know that there's no reason to freak out, your body and mind are going bananas! ><
I know, not fun. Oo.
I do hope you're okay though! Remember that its always okay to take a break, and that its okay if sometimes some things wont work as we would like it. Youre doing great, I am sure of that.
Also, remember you are just one person. When being understaffed, you cannot do more than your hands can work. The world wont go down if you cannot keep up with everything. My favourite motto that I keep chanting when I'm stressed out: If you're in a hurry, go slowly!
I'm trying to keep things like that in mind but it's not always easy. Stupid brain doing stupid brain thingies! :P
At least I know where to get help in case I need it and that's worth a lot!
Yeah, I feel that. Scumbag brain xD If you need someone to rant to though, feel free to hit me up :) Take care Mirri!
I'm sorry work is being so stressful, that really sucks. I hope it resolves soon so your anxiety can let you get some dang sleep ;n;
LARP! That does sound super fun, and I'm glad you got to do some TTRPG again too~ I'd love to hear about how game stuff is going, I love games~
I enjoy all kinds roleplay stuff. Really helps me to realx.... ok... wasn't very relaxing, when a false hydra was trying to eat my little coward last week.... but besides that.... XD
It's so much fun to come up with stories for others to experience, around a table or out in the wild. This year we're going to have our larp in a medieval village, so it's super exciting!
(and yeah, the 'is my character gonna die??' moments aren't that relaxing xD; glad he made it!)
Und generell ein spaßiges Wochenende mit Leuten zu verbringen, die ich ewig nicht gesehen hab.