Still around
3 years ago
I havent posted in 2 whole years,,
Feels like just a few months.
I'm doing okay. Managed to not have caught covid once yet
I think working in a nursing home helped that, along with still wearing my mask indoors places.
Ever since the lockdowns I've been working towards appreciating my youth while I still can.
Hardly ever a quiet weekend, bonfires, concerts, parties, booze and drugs (Not the bad kind)
I grew up only ever having 1 or 2 friends because we moved a lot, now I have multiple cliques and am in the local scenes in my county
I still love doing art, and have even been doing some drawings when I can.
Most all of them are psychedelic inspired from my trips, which I am very grateful for
because for the longest time I felt like my art never had the liveliness that I wanted it to have,
and I think now it has that, even if I have yet to finish much of anything.
But between work and friends I don't have much time to come online and be present all day
When I do have downtime I try to enjoy some video games, and those are mostly on switch.
Steam seems foreign to me now lol
I am now over 1 year on testosterone and it hit me like a brick.
by week 2 my voice started dropping and by 6 months I had a full beard.
I no longer get misgendered in person or on the phone and have a completely new wardrobe that actually makes me feel good to have and show off
I really am a whole other person.
Covid slapped me in the face with morality
Psychedelics have kept me depression and anxiety free, while actively making me a more sociable and outgoing person
My work pays well and has amazing benefits. Private insurance is amazing compared to State Medicare
I can afford to buy myself things that I want, and not have to worry about bills getting paid on time like I did my entire life
HRT has made me comfortable in my skin and confident in my looks and abilities
I am truly happy I think.
I'm hoping soon I'll be able to sit back down and focus on my art again with meaningful time.
In the meantime I'm dropping what socials I am active on here
telegram is still a/ massenmoerder this is my primary form of communication from friends and family. I'm on here literally all the time
If we were close (lots of interacting counts too) you can add me on FB which I am also on constantly
just DM me for my link or message me on telegram about it
Discord is Freddie#0985 and I would love to join some smaller servers to be apart of, especially art based and video game related
I'll see about posting some of my scraps to well, my scraps gallery lol
Edit: If you are in the general seattle area message me! I want an in-person furry group
Congrats on the new friend groups and social scene too 🔥