Um so it's been a rough few days... lemme explain. To ease some of your concerns no I am not going anywhere and I am fine now. I am going to warn those who are a bit sensitive to topics related to mental health crisis that this will be descriptive. Thursday night I tried to take my own life and thanks to a very close friend of mine it failed and I went to the ER. I have been under the hospital's inpatient care for 6 days and I am doing much better now. I am sorry for having you all worry for me, and I would like to reassure you that that is behind me now. Please continue to support the Majul ra page and I appreciate all of the messages you guys have given me especially over this past week

- Ruben