So I have not been in the best place mentally lately and due to this making art has been difficult for me

I have been trying more "vent" art as it can help and has helped in the past however drawing an emotion a feeling I don't quite understand can result in things that are a bit well scary
And very personal
Part of my want to post them as part of art is emotion and although I definitely do not agree with the old "all art should be uncomfortable" concept art can convey things that are difficult to describe.

The other part worries it's will give nothing positive and only bring negativity
It could help others to see a feeling they might have or be rather triggering and a reminder of a feeling that can be very scary however that is also part of it's reason and purpose to let that feeling be know so that others may understand it as well

It is a conundrum I guess do I or don't I

In the end it is my work and is personal and that is part of it's reason for being and why I should probably post them anyway

I guess I don't want to be seen as some pretentious artsy fartsy type

Or perhaps it just scares me to see it

Oh well

Anywho
Thanks for listening to the ramblings of a confused artist at four in the morning
And hopefully I can get back to doing art more easily again soon