My fiance passed away. I am hanging on and with friends.
3 years ago
On August 30th, 2022 my best friend and love of my life,
Pegalis passed away.
He was found dead of an accidental drug overdose of meth and alcohol. I am gutted and in shock.
That is not him. It makes no sense at all, but he kept a secret life from me it turns out.
Our home and car was only in his name, and we were not yet married so I have no claim to anything.
I worked for him so I am also without a job.
I am hanging on. Friends are with me 24/7 and giving me a place to stay.
Please send hugs.
If you are able to donate, my PayPal is grrrwolf6d9@yahoo.com
My friend is also running an auction on Twitter to help raise funds.
It is for a puppy play hood.
Please retweet and share.
It ends 9/09 at 3:50 PM Pacific Time
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The outpouring of love and support has been overwhelming.
Thank you with all that I am.
I promise I will not do anything to put myself in harm.
I will not stop drawing as I know he did not mean to do this to us and would want me to keep on creating.
I will just need a lot of time to find my footing.
I know I could just give up and pull away from everyone, or I can take steps forward,
know that I am stronger that I think I am,
and keep his memory alive.
Please take good and loving care of yourselves.
With all that I am, thank you.
Love,
Grrrwolf
grrrwolf

He was found dead of an accidental drug overdose of meth and alcohol. I am gutted and in shock.
That is not him. It makes no sense at all, but he kept a secret life from me it turns out.
Our home and car was only in his name, and we were not yet married so I have no claim to anything.
I worked for him so I am also without a job.
I am hanging on. Friends are with me 24/7 and giving me a place to stay.
Please send hugs.
If you are able to donate, my PayPal is grrrwolf6d9@yahoo.com
My friend is also running an auction on Twitter to help raise funds.
It is for a puppy play hood.
Please retweet and share.
It ends 9/09 at 3:50 PM Pacific Time
https://twitter.com/damianfoxx/stat.....21649408323584
https://twitter.com/damianfoxx/stat.....21649408323584
https://twitter.com/damianfoxx/stat.....21649408323584
The outpouring of love and support has been overwhelming.
Thank you with all that I am.
I promise I will not do anything to put myself in harm.
I will not stop drawing as I know he did not mean to do this to us and would want me to keep on creating.
I will just need a lot of time to find my footing.
I know I could just give up and pull away from everyone, or I can take steps forward,
know that I am stronger that I think I am,
and keep his memory alive.
Please take good and loving care of yourselves.
With all that I am, thank you.
Love,
Grrrwolf

I wish I had more than prayers to offer.
I am very glad you have folks with you to help.
My deepest condolences :(
I lost my spouse several years ago, so I know there is nothing to say to really help. But you cannot let the darkness win. Reach out to others, all the time. Seek help. Therapy seems pointless at first but it does help. You will be exhausted and drained and not know why. Grief is hard, physical work. Be kind to yourself. But just keep reaching out to others.